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hes not worth your time at all anymore luv! and you have to watch when you go out hehehe dont get trapped into full party mode and neglect the rest of your life!! hugs sweetie have a great weekend

fuckin a darling!!! im so happy for you!!!!!!!!! you deserve to be happy and have a great time.....fuck the rest of em.......i cant stand weed either hehehehe. have a kick ass time at the bday party...and hugs from alberta!!!!!!!!! drop a line sometime and let me know your still kicking around heheh

maybe relocation would be a great new start hun. we all have to do that at least once in our lives. im really happy to hear you had a great time friday night. hugs sweetie. try to have agreat week!

damn lucky cat!!!!! hun first things first...you are not ugly!!!!!this guy is a totall fuckin moron for not wanting to be with you! i know my heart skips a beat everytime i see your profile pic come up in the blogs. secondly shes the bitch and not worth you even thinking of her. thirdly if he does not want to be with you then fuck him **and i dont mean in a good way either!** you can do a hell of a lot better without him. you always have us here in sg ** i know its not much but hey! we are here for you** and im always a email away or a phone call away if you need a ear to chew on!!! hugs sweetie. still think your cat is one lucky pussy!!!!!!!

WTF?!?!? Veronica Mars isn't coming back?!?!? Bullshit! See this is why Network TV sucks - the better the show, the more likely it will be cancelled C'mon...can't they move to cable?

I hope your Friday is a fun time.
You disappoint me, I was hoping someone would come through with the number.

Just catching up on your last few entries. Hold on a sec....
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Okay, I'm back. Not saying this is the case with your friend, but I've had several friends that will hang out and do stuff with me until they get a boyfriend, then I never see or hear from them again (because they put all their time into this person) until the relationship is over, then I hear from them again. They think this is normal and cannot understand whatever would piss me off so much. I did shed myself of them and never contacted them again. If they were to call me and want to talk, that's good, but since none of them seem to be able to use a phone, I know I'll never hear from them again. Stick to your guns, no matter how painful it is. When he gets back in touch with you, feel free to be completely cold to him, or even read him a list of all his faults as a friend. If he can't handle it, give him the hand. But, if by some miracle he smacks his forehead and realizes what a dick he is, and tells you as much and admits you are correct, maybe give him another shot. But definitely don't ever rely on him.

BTW, I think you moving to Chapel Hill would be great!!! Of course, Charlotte has lots of SG peeps who are great too. Now, I'm just saying there's a concentration in these areas, but obviously, there's some fab SGers all over the state. I hope you get to go to SN's b-day party and meet some of the great SGers there.

Have fun Friday night. Enjoy yourself.

Hang in there and stick to your guns.

you can always move up here to canada. we canadians are totally friendly and with a beautiful lady like you, some lucky guy will be proud to call you his love of his life and make you forget all about whatshisname and you will be happy once again!! hugs sweetie i will always be here via email or comments if you ever need to vent or just ramble to someone!

Not all SG people are in Charlotte

And where was I? I was out drinking (you're not drinking alone if you are at the bar, especially in this town)

I'm telling ya', move down here. We'll love you and be your friends.

I am sorry he's being a jerk, and Angela came along. Karma's a funny thing. Sometimes it puts you through huge trials because a bigger payoff is coming around the corner. And sometimes it just tests you for no apparent reason. Hang on to the fact that you are a good person. Sometimes people lose sight of good things (and people) when they are not secure with themselves and where they are in life. He can't see that what he is doing to you is the same thing that was done to him, and how much he hated it. He may or may not come back around to you. But if he does, you have to decide how worth it it is to you to accept him back and risk the eventual hurt again, or to cut him loose and stand firm. Tough call. I've had this happen more times than I can remember, and I've lost a lot of friends over this, and it really hurt at the time when I refused to deal with them again and be the driving force in the relationship (it needs to be two-way after all), but now I don't miss them, have moved on, and have new friends who are as dedicated to me as I am to them.

That being said, I've also seriously lowered my expectations from my friends. I used to expect lots from my friends and they were always going to end up, eventually, coming up short. I finally faced it that I was just asking too much from them and am happier now for it. I'm not saying that this is the case for you, I'm just...pontificating.

Hang in there and do the things that will make you the happiest in the long-run, even if it tears you heart out right now, in the short-run.

Take care. Hugs and loves. And remember you are a fabulous person.

No one should drink alone

hugs! wow grad school pretty big decision hun, i wish i could help but i only have a grade 10 education hehehe. redbull is da bomb!!!!!!!! enuff said about that!

never call yourself stupid! i may have only known you for a short time but i think your extremely intelligent hun. as for only 1 guy loving you ever, naw aint happenin!!! if i lived near ya im sure i could fall pretty damn hard for a great lady like you!

not sure who sylar is so i cant comment on that!

anyway have a kick ass week sweets!!! hugs! drop a line some time!

Whoa yeah, Syler is out there...waaaaaay out there. And creepy. **shudder**

How about UNC? Well, sure it's a tad selfish cause then you'd be out here, but still, it's a decent school.

And stop drinking that RedBull. We don't want you to die soon.

Hang tough against the bitch squad. They will get theirs.

I don't know the laws outside of California, but you could probably get a restraining order on the psycho ex girlfriend. In CA, if you don't have witnesses, you have to have your own documentation and usually have to pay a fine, unless there is police documentation. LIke I said though, I don't know about the laws where you are, just a suggestion. I went through a similiar situation with a friend who's ex g/f thought I was in love with him. She totally ignored the fact that I'm GAY (shakes head). She broke into my car, and that's when I got my restraining order on her. It's comforting to have a piece of paper that says you can't come near me or the police will arrest you!
If she's physical, I would also recommend carrying pepper spray. My friend's ex physically confronted me a few times, and thank god I never had to mace her b/c other people intervined, but just a thought.
I'm sorry for you hon. This is a shitty situation. It took me and my friend about 2 years to be good friends again, with trust and all (and no psycho ex) but it can happen.
Hugs from Cali. and I don't have the ignorance to say "I know what you're going through" because every situation is different, but if you want to talk, I do understand a bit in my own way.
Take care darling. and good luck. You'll need it.

Thank you! I admit the colour brings out my eyes, but I dunno really, I might dye it again.