so........my birthday is next thursday...yep, Thanksgiving! cept, it will be the first thanksgiving/birthday EVER I won't see my family. Since it is near impossible to drive 2 hours after eating thanksgiving dinner and I know I will have to work friday morning. Oh well! I plan on celebrating Wednesday night, as I do every wednesday. And then watch football all day.
Hmm. Birthday make-out session...
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Hmm. Birthday make-out session...
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So I believe I am supposed to make a phone call today. Well, I was told the phone should be working by today, and to call him. But the more time I have to sit and think about these things the more time I have to sit and talk myself out of these things. You know the drill. Making excuses as to why he really...
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So........I'm freakin confused. Hey go me! Went out tonight. Of course! It's Wednesday! Our bartender was back from a personal leave...Lord this gets confusing.
K. Guy I had a major crush on awhile back? His ex dated our bartender. He (crush) came to work at our store after we had been going to this bar, big coincidence. Went out with him a couple times and...
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K. Guy I had a major crush on awhile back? His ex dated our bartender. He (crush) came to work at our store after we had been going to this bar, big coincidence. Went out with him a couple times and...
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altamedic:
just be careful hun, i dont want to see you hurt again. your just too damn precious for that shit. well try to have a good rest of the week. hugs!
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ikcsmiley:
There were alot of Packers fans cheering at Original Steakhouse today - it was quite (another) comeback. As long as the game is close, Brett will carry us (since the Pack have no running game 
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altamedic:
just so you know, you will always be beautiful to me...so dont be surprised if you get a message once in awhile from me givin ya a hug and a hello beautiful!!!!!!!
alta..
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you sure look beautiful today hun!!!!!!!! hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alta..
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you sure look beautiful today hun!!!!!!!! hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
About bedtime. Today I felt like avoiding all human contact. So I stayed in my room in bed. Not really sleeping. I've just been depressed. It rained the past couple days and it really brought me down. Made me think of super depressing stuff. Mostly how lonely I am, and how I miss Andy. Either I really miss him or am making myself miss him...
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altamedic:
god i know how you feel..totally, im fighting depression right now and its a losing battle..or so it seems right now...hugs sweetie!! try to cheer up
schiavona:
Know that feeling. I'm feeling that way right now, even though K_Rex has been gone for only a day and a half. It does help to get out and about, or it does for me.
I hope the trip home helps you some.
I hope the trip home helps you some.
Well I was gonna go grocery shopping today. But I have $51 in the bank and payday is Wednesday. So I don't want to take the risk. I'll just stop by the apt tomorrow after work to get the rest of my stuff. Can't waste gas driving over there. Fucking hate not having money. I need a new job bad. Need to do laundry too....
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faceforradio:
Man, the GRE is so stupid. Guh. But it's required for UCSB. I'm good at tests, so I should do well. Meh. We'll see. I carry a 3.9 on two BAs while working fulltime. I'm hoping they'll take that into consideration in case I bomb. I've got m letters of req. I just need to take the test and write my letter of intent. Stipid letter of intent.
Stupid process. They should just let me in cause I'm awesome. Anyone who doesn't know that better recognize. haha
I'm going for a MA/PhD in sociology, focus in women's studies.
Stupid process. They should just let me in cause I'm awesome. Anyone who doesn't know that better recognize. haha
I'm going for a MA/PhD in sociology, focus in women's studies.
faceforradio:
My former cat used to shit in the bathtub when she was pissed...
So I bombed the GRE (550 and 580... oops). Big surprise. haha. I figure with three glowing letters of rec from nationally recognized scholars (two have been on TV a few times, and the other is an alumnus of UCSB and a total badass), my high GPA, an independent research thesis, presentations at undergrad conferences, and all that, I should be fine. And I might be presenting at the National Women's Studies Association conference this summer!
I'm meeting with my adviser to discuss my letter and vita.
So I bombed the GRE (550 and 580... oops). Big surprise. haha. I figure with three glowing letters of rec from nationally recognized scholars (two have been on TV a few times, and the other is an alumnus of UCSB and a total badass), my high GPA, an independent research thesis, presentations at undergrad conferences, and all that, I should be fine. And I might be presenting at the National Women's Studies Association conference this summer!
I'm meeting with my adviser to discuss my letter and vita.
I bought a lava lamp at Target today for 4 dollas. Sweet ass! Its pink and purple too.
If my credit check pans out I will be signing another lease at the new place on Tuesday. More sweet ass.
I've been watching season 3 of Dawson's Creek simply for the fact that I love Pacey falling for Joey. I want a Pacey. God I want...
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If my credit check pans out I will be signing another lease at the new place on Tuesday. More sweet ass.
I've been watching season 3 of Dawson's Creek simply for the fact that I love Pacey falling for Joey. I want a Pacey. God I want...
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ikcsmiley:
You know, I was gonna ask you out, but now I find you're are a born-again Dawson's Creek fan? That is unforgivable!! 
ikcsmiley:
You dare knock the sacred text that is The Matrix?!? What stories do you live your life by, because I am nothing without my green-tinted trilogy! Who can forget famous quotes like "Whoa1" and "Trinity!" and "Kansas is going bye-bye"?
Who can forget famous quotes like "Whoa1" and "Trinity!" and "Kansas is going bye-bye"? So feeling like no one loves me that all males just use me then lose me...I get a phone call from my one great love Andy last night.
The relationship ended a year ago. I fucked it up. I cheated with stupid Chris and fucked up the relationship with the guy I was in love with for 6 years. Granted, it was probably for the...
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The relationship ended a year ago. I fucked it up. I cheated with stupid Chris and fucked up the relationship with the guy I was in love with for 6 years. Granted, it was probably for the...
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I want to be someone else. I hate myself. I can't change, I can't be fucking BRAVE. I can't boost my self esteem.
I was supposed to meet said guy tonight to sing karaoke. He asked me if I was going to come yesterday and today. Said he'd be there around 7:30. Tried to get my best friend to go with me, but she wouldn't...
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I was supposed to meet said guy tonight to sing karaoke. He asked me if I was going to come yesterday and today. Said he'd be there around 7:30. Tried to get my best friend to go with me, but she wouldn't...
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oren:
Aw, you're too hard on yourself. I bet there's a lot of people who wish they were someone else. Wanna swap places with me?
I dislike crushes! I had a crush on a boy back in 2003. Simce 1998 I have loved two boys, at one time or another. Ok. Actually it was just I loved one boy from 98-00 and then there was the other from 01-06. But then the 98 boy came back and it was him for awhile, not really an in love thing but still...
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ravenspedigree:
I hope things work out for you beautiful. Try and have a good week.
My sister has moved out, so I now have an empty room in my apartment and will have to take money from my parents to pay the bills until I find a new place.
Boo.
Maybe I can talk someone into moving in with me! Haha. riiiight.
Boo.
Maybe I can talk someone into moving in with me! Haha. riiiight.
ikcsmiley:
The Mountain Express is your friend
supposedly this boy likes me too. doesn't fucking matter cuz he's still got a gf he lives with. but damn. such an awesome night. so much fun. he's fun. fuck.
fenderdave:
Becareful in that situation. I've been there. Of course, it was a girl in my case.
altamedic:
i have to agree sweets, be very careful
I hope you have a fabulous birthday. Do you have any plans yet?