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I'm between jobs.

But I'm okay with it. For now.

Thanks for the well wishes. I'm okay for now.

If I can't get a job though, it might be a one way ticket back to the parents' house. Could be worse I'm sure.

I don't know what to say anymore.

I'm super depressed. I don't know why. I don't want to go to work. I didn't go today. I was on vacation the past week, and just decided I wasn't going in. Originally I wasn't supposed to come back until tomorrow. But I did tell them I'd be back Wednesday. They've called, I haven't answered. I told them...
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Haven't updated in awhile. Blast.

I've been saying "blast" a lot lately. I am not so sure why. I'm also not sure how I feel about this "Cassie Suicide". Novel idea, no pun intended. But seriously? There are so many girls out there trying to get their sets up and a cartoon gets it? Ok, comic. You know I'm a comic fan, got the Buffy...
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I haven't had a cig since Saturday night, or Sunday morning, whichever you prefer. My nails are about gone. I keep sniffing my fingers (don't be gross) looking for that sweet tobacco smell. But it is not there. But the thought of lighting a cigarette makes me feel ill, so that is what stops me! That's exactly how I quit the last time (not to...
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Crazy people are harrassing me again.

I think I'm on speaking terms again with Josh.

I'm becoming more comfortable in my job.

There is no room in the freezer or fridge, or cupboards so I cannot go grocery shopping.

So I changed my name again. I get so bored with myself.

My friend tried to sleep with me last week. Not so much friends with him anymore.

I don't know why I'm not more hungover today. I drank wayyyyy too much last night. Many jello shots as well. But I had fun. Made out with some guy I hung out with all night. Still...
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Well if tomorrow I can still log on I guess my account is still active. Woo hoo! I actually will be back I think if it does deactivate...I just don't have the money until next week to do it. Broke as a joke!

Me and Josh are over. He made out with this trashy waitress he had been talking to behind my back (while I...
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well i got the email saying my payment couldn't be processed. so i guess this is goodbye.

was a good year.

www.myspace.com/mrshaberdash if you'd like to keep in touch.

So we talked today. We're gonna take a step back and just date, like, actual dates. Get to know eachother. I could see how hard it was for him to open up to me like that, and I think it will actually work out if we take it slow, like we originally were supposed to do. So good! I feel so much better now. My...
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so I think this relationship I had might be over already. happy birthday baby.

So I guess the combo of his best friend telling him to date me and my mad karaoke skills made him really want to be with me. Not to mention his phone sucks, so he had been trying to get ahold of me all week, sending texts none of which I received, so he thought I was ignoring him (ha! tables turned bitch!) So last...
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Sang a lot of karaoke with the boy last night, he was super impressed with my talents! My singing, of course. I hung out with him and his best friend, who according to him really likes me and kept telling him he needs to date me when I would leave the table. She hasn't liked his last 3 girlfriends I guess. Hmm. Well I dunno....
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