Takin him to meet the parents this weekend. Starting to get nervous about it.
I'm not very seasoned in taking guys home. But I want them to love him like I do. Oh not like I do, lol. But you all know what I mean.
He's out with his friends tonight though. So I'm sleeping alone
We finally sang karaoke again last night, it was...
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I'm not very seasoned in taking guys home. But I want them to love him like I do. Oh not like I do, lol. But you all know what I mean.
He's out with his friends tonight though. So I'm sleeping alone
We finally sang karaoke again last night, it was...
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It just gets better every day!
November 7th will be one year from when we started this whole thing. First time he kissed me
Course it's only been the past few months that we have fallen so crazy in love.
We fight over stupid shit, walk away, and two seconds later we're over it. We can't spend a night apart. By far the best relationship...
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November 7th will be one year from when we started this whole thing. First time he kissed me
Course it's only been the past few months that we have fallen so crazy in love.
We fight over stupid shit, walk away, and two seconds later we're over it. We can't spend a night apart. By far the best relationship...
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schiavona:
I hope you have fun tonight. I'm so happy that you are so happy. I love that feeling.
i'm in love. spending time with my love. so sorry i haven't been around. i'm so happy with him. 
Wow. It's been awhile.
I'm rarely home. I sometimes come home to sleep. But Josh is usually with me and I don't get on here when he's around. Idk why.
As of today, we are officially together. We fell in love awhile back. Tonight is the first night in I don't know how long we are not together. In fact, he'll be starting work with...
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I'm rarely home. I sometimes come home to sleep. But Josh is usually with me and I don't get on here when he's around. Idk why.
As of today, we are officially together. We fell in love awhile back. Tonight is the first night in I don't know how long we are not together. In fact, he'll be starting work with...
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jrmphotographync:
Awwww you two look cute together... I'm happy you're finally happy again Hope all works well
Hope all works well
schiavona:
In love, but not pathetic. I'm so glad that you are happy.
I'm so glad that you are happy.
So I'm jealous. Everyone's putting up pictures of their new ink. I can't even put gas in my car.
So I quit my job and went back to Ingles. Start back tomorrow actually. The money at Earth Fare was shit, and they wanted me to basically do a managers job for 9 an hour. Fuck that. Money is better at Ingles.
I've been drinking too...
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So I quit my job and went back to Ingles. Start back tomorrow actually. The money at Earth Fare was shit, and they wanted me to basically do a managers job for 9 an hour. Fuck that. Money is better at Ingles.
I've been drinking too...
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so it's whatev. I'm not gonna get hurt anytime soon.
we had sex in the car. the other night, we had sex ON the car, and then, when that became too difficult, we just threw down in the grass. employee parking lot at greenlife. was AWESOME!
last night, we stopped by northside, for the simple fact we wanted to have sex in the bathroom there....
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we had sex in the car. the other night, we had sex ON the car, and then, when that became too difficult, we just threw down in the grass. employee parking lot at greenlife. was AWESOME!
last night, we stopped by northside, for the simple fact we wanted to have sex in the bathroom there....
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I'm not a freakin fan of my emotions and feelings right now. I seriously want them to go away. I can't have these feelings for this person. It will never work. As awesome as we are, it just could never work. I'm not even saying it's going that way. But I've been afraid of it for a bit, and my fears are coming true.
Damnit....
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Damnit....
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I'm still sore.
I finally got to have sex in my car. A car. Any car. What I've always wanted to do.
It hurt like hell, lol. I always imagined the backseat. Front seats, wtf? It was awesome. I guess I have to give it to J, he has fulfilled 2 of my all time sexual fantasies. Even though I will never date him, we're...
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I finally got to have sex in my car. A car. Any car. What I've always wanted to do.
It hurt like hell, lol. I always imagined the backseat. Front seats, wtf? It was awesome. I guess I have to give it to J, he has fulfilled 2 of my all time sexual fantasies. Even though I will never date him, we're...
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altamedic:
woohooo congrats!!!! now you have to come up with 2 new all time sexual fantasies lol...
wildy:
wow soooo cute
COngrats!
COngrats!
altamedic:
woohooo congrats!!!! and such a cutie too!! must take after her auntie 
I have been harrassed again. Yeah. For no reason. Chris, Dan, if you're on here, ever looking at my profile, whatever, tell her to leave me alone. I have not contacted her, nothing to do with her since the last time she was harrassing and threatening me. I've spent the last two weeks mending friendships with people around here, I'm not interested in drama, fighting,...
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schiavona:
Jeez, yeah, leave makebelieve alone. She's not being the wanker...wankette?...here, she's trying to move on. So should you.
Missed you. you okay?
Missed you. you okay?
I am being CONSTANTLY reminded of my ex, Andy. He was my great love. It's been almost 2 years since I made the biggest mistake of my life by cheating and ending that relationship. So I guess you can say I've been in love with him one way or another for over 7 years now. And it sucks. He haunts my dreams. My alarm woke...
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schiavona:
Sweetie, cheating was unfortunate, but you can't beat yourself up for his inability to move on. You, on the other hand, have to move on. You are continuing to beat yourself up for this, and you have to stop. (and what do you mean you blacked out and don't remember the cheating?) Maybe you need a change of scenery, maybe you need to get someplace else and start over. Maybe you just need to come down here and hang out with us for a while. I'm a pretty good second to therapy.
But first of all, you have to forgive yourself. You are only human. Mistakes are how we learn. You deserve to be happy, and you will be. It doesn't matter if he can or cannot forgive you, because you are moving on to better things.
Just remember, we have a room down here just waiting for you, and lots of people who would love to help you feel better and see how amazing you are.
Love you.
But first of all, you have to forgive yourself. You are only human. Mistakes are how we learn. You deserve to be happy, and you will be. It doesn't matter if he can or cannot forgive you, because you are moving on to better things.
Just remember, we have a room down here just waiting for you, and lots of people who would love to help you feel better and see how amazing you are.
Love you.
sadista:
^^^Schiavona's the best.
This guy's name isn't Josh, but he's pretty dumb all the same. I think clueless/naive would be a better word. Seems like he lives his whole life on the internet and never goes outside of his house...cause he can't drive.
This guy's name isn't Josh, but he's pretty dumb all the same. I think clueless/naive would be a better word. Seems like he lives his whole life on the internet and never goes outside of his house...cause he can't drive.