I'm back- I was feeling a bit anti-social for a while and then took off for London for a short time, but I'm back now.... I missed you
I write, sometimes for work, writing copy or some inane product description, I write blogs detailing the passage of my days, I write stories of far off lands and some not so much further off than my...
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I write, sometimes for work, writing copy or some inane product description, I write blogs detailing the passage of my days, I write stories of far off lands and some not so much further off than my...
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kg:
thank god you're back.
arrabbiata_von_p:
thanks eheheheheh i actually make all those faces normally when i speak, but i dont show my ass same way 
I have ben gone for a while, too long I think. So please accept my apologies for that. It could not be helped. I'll be back tomorrow or perhaps sooner with another story to tell, if you like-
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gingerkiss:
Where did you go??? Hope all is well. Maybe you found a lover 
eala:
Hi 
Do you still exist? I sure hope so.
Do you still exist? I sure hope so. Day- 10
Jennifer hasn't called or written since that last morning, and that dispiriting note, I miss her, and I don't miss women any one in particular, and anymore, that is. But I won't call her, I'm too aware of what that would mean. That would be an act of weakness, an admission that I care, and that I have somehow allowed myself to become...
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Jennifer hasn't called or written since that last morning, and that dispiriting note, I miss her, and I don't miss women any one in particular, and anymore, that is. But I won't call her, I'm too aware of what that would mean. That would be an act of weakness, an admission that I care, and that I have somehow allowed myself to become...
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kg:
i already know the tattoos i'm getting.
the first is going to be the world "adorelo" in times new roman script on my wrist. it's a phrase that's gotten me through quite a bit, and i definitely want it to be as much of a part of my exterior as it is my interior. (:
the second is going to be either on the other wrist, or the back of my neck. it's going to be the hebrew phrase "tohu va vohu" in classic hebrew script, which translates to "without form, and void" and refers to the state of the universe before it had any shape or order. it's also the cover of my favorite godspeed you! black emperor album. (:
the third is a pair of sparrows on my hip bones, because i think they're the most beautiful things ever.
(:
the first is going to be the world "adorelo" in times new roman script on my wrist. it's a phrase that's gotten me through quite a bit, and i definitely want it to be as much of a part of my exterior as it is my interior. (:
the second is going to be either on the other wrist, or the back of my neck. it's going to be the hebrew phrase "tohu va vohu" in classic hebrew script, which translates to "without form, and void" and refers to the state of the universe before it had any shape or order. it's also the cover of my favorite godspeed you! black emperor album. (:
the third is a pair of sparrows on my hip bones, because i think they're the most beautiful things ever.
(:
velvet_petal:
I'm at a loss for what to say, really, except, thank you for those touching words. I'm fine though. It's amazing how a person can compartmentalize and experience life on so many separate levels. Soldiering on and moving forward to experience the little joys, while certain sadnesses dance about in the background. Lucky for me, I'm relatively skilled at keeping a balance and the proverbial stiff upper lip. I think this is one area where being an only child has shown it's advantage.
Adorable little chihuahua dog in the pics below. Yours?
Adorable little chihuahua dog in the pics below. Yours?
Day 9-
I woke up this morning to a note
"Good Morning Prince Charming,
I had to leave, I'm sorry - Jennifer" and she was gone.
When I was 18 and half way through my final year of High School, I got called into the Principals office, Mr Traeger, he was a big tall man with a bad moustache and a smell that to this...
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I woke up this morning to a note
"Good Morning Prince Charming,
I had to leave, I'm sorry - Jennifer" and she was gone.
When I was 18 and half way through my final year of High School, I got called into the Principals office, Mr Traeger, he was a big tall man with a bad moustache and a smell that to this...
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roxiekill:
<3
_tryst_:
hey there love, yeah itws been a while, but wanted to say hello, send some love and say thanks for the good wishes. My tests were inconclusive, and I have to wait 6 more months for another biopsy.... In the clear though, so thank you. 
Day 8-
All writing is manipulation, maybe not as obvious as blackmail, or withholding, but any writer worth his or her salt uses their words to show the "what", but the truth, the 'why", the motivation is always in the subtext, and THAT's where the manipulation occurs, behind the words. So yeah, I am a manipulator, and yes that extends to mannerisms and behavior, my...
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All writing is manipulation, maybe not as obvious as blackmail, or withholding, but any writer worth his or her salt uses their words to show the "what", but the truth, the 'why", the motivation is always in the subtext, and THAT's where the manipulation occurs, behind the words. So yeah, I am a manipulator, and yes that extends to mannerisms and behavior, my...
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eala:
Thank you
For your encouraging words, and for the picture. I've seen that image before, but have never been able to find it again. I really enjoy it. Thank you.
For your encouraging words, and for the picture. I've seen that image before, but have never been able to find it again. I really enjoy it. Thank you.
Day 7-
When you first fall in love you see all the potential of the world in that woman's eyes. They are capable of anything. They can do no wrong. They can fly! Really and truly between you and me, just think about it, you'll never have to admit this to anyone else, but I'm right, and you know it. When you first fall in...
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When you first fall in love you see all the potential of the world in that woman's eyes. They are capable of anything. They can do no wrong. They can fly! Really and truly between you and me, just think about it, you'll never have to admit this to anyone else, but I'm right, and you know it. When you first fall in...
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roxiekill:
new pictures!! new pictures!!
roxiekill:
that is a wonderful idea! give people some incentive to really come up with something good. cause ive got nothing. thanks for being such a sweet heart. and we could bend the rules a bit and make you eligible for the contest... since you've got a beautiful mind, and im curious about what you might come up with.
x
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Day 6-
Nude, we stood in a haze of a light, a formless in-substantial barrier between our pairing and the outside world, the waking world. It was all we needed though. My eyes wanted desperately to look this divine masterpiece up and down, as though I were surveying a potential purchase, but to my benefit, my brain still held sway to the function of my...
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Nude, we stood in a haze of a light, a formless in-substantial barrier between our pairing and the outside world, the waking world. It was all we needed though. My eyes wanted desperately to look this divine masterpiece up and down, as though I were surveying a potential purchase, but to my benefit, my brain still held sway to the function of my...
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junnie:
I am seriously impressed. The next time I shave Joshua I will have to make it much more sexy!
whiskeyagogo:
That was delicious - I've always loved men shaving, or bring shaved....mmmmmm
Day 5-
I woke up this morning to a note, "Prince Charming" she calls me lady, I am no Prince. I am no scoundrel, but a prince, or any other virtuous figurehead embodiment of a man I'm not that either. I'm an artist, which means something different to everyone, but to me, and to me perhaps exclusively, it means I am a person who sees...
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I woke up this morning to a note, "Prince Charming" she calls me lady, I am no Prince. I am no scoundrel, but a prince, or any other virtuous figurehead embodiment of a man I'm not that either. I'm an artist, which means something different to everyone, but to me, and to me perhaps exclusively, it means I am a person who sees...
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velvet_petal:
I even see a place for them within that heated scene of yor next to last paragraph. Imagine the beauty, passion, and surrender that would have been found had you been wearing tater mitts instead of rubber gloves.
junnie:
WOW! That is quite something. Hope you are well.
Day 4-
She walked in and sat down in front of me, her shirt falling loosely off her shoulder the way a good shirt should. Returning the shoulder strap to it's right and proper place she smiled the grin of a one who doesn't know what's in store for her next. She has this perfect pixie face, with ears that stick out just slightly enough...
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She walked in and sat down in front of me, her shirt falling loosely off her shoulder the way a good shirt should. Returning the shoulder strap to it's right and proper place she smiled the grin of a one who doesn't know what's in store for her next. She has this perfect pixie face, with ears that stick out just slightly enough...
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eala:
Together with your talent for words, your insight stops me short, and leaves me speechless.
ll1:
Damn.....i think i need to read it a few times, damn. Youre an interesting dude.
Day 3-
This fucking table is a mess, it's covered in the crumbs of some sorry sack of shit's late night breakfast. I watched the old sod stand in a dizzy motion and choose his direction before beginning his strategic fall toward the path home (one assumes).
Why men choose to leave their wits behind them in empty brown liquor bottles is beyond me. I...
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This fucking table is a mess, it's covered in the crumbs of some sorry sack of shit's late night breakfast. I watched the old sod stand in a dizzy motion and choose his direction before beginning his strategic fall toward the path home (one assumes).
Why men choose to leave their wits behind them in empty brown liquor bottles is beyond me. I...
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monirose:
I'm glad you do....
Then you shall have the privelage to be the first person i run my line on...
wooots! <3
Then you shall have the privelage to be the first person i run my line on...
wooots! <3
roxiekill:
youre not an ass hole. 
its strange when the dynamics of any given relationship begin to change. whether it be for better or worse. its a fucking trip. painful no matter which way it goes. and scary.. well for me anyway.
its strange when the dynamics of any given relationship begin to change. whether it be for better or worse. its a fucking trip. painful no matter which way it goes. and scary.. well for me anyway.