eala

MUY better, thanks

I'm definitely going - my art is amongst that being auctioned... and I'll probably be in the human auction too

That rots that these painful things are happining to you.
It is a shame that your Baby's daddy wants to walk on the whole
deal. I feel cheated when I have to return my daughter early, or
get her at a later time. Be thankful that he isn't taking Baby with him.
BF trying to cope with being in the Shit by ignoring those back home
is distressing. You've been there and understand; he should have found the
contact grounding.
Love is vastly misused but don't condem it. From the shards of this shattered
Heart you will grow another one. Maybe it won't be broken and maybe it will.
But that's what makes us human. The Love that you have for your son
is going to help you weather this.
If you really need to vent; I'll listen or go to the 'Dating Sucks Group'.
I'm sure that there is a 'Single Parent Group' and a 'Mom's" if you need
support.
You'll pull through. For what it is worth a Big Virtual Hug.

I bet he is thrilled to protect you from Dragons and such.
Cherish him.

I hope that being Home is soothing your soul. Be excellent.

never so many blind souls...

and You would unfortunately have a unique perspective as well, my dear sweet girl. You I imagine, or perhaps I generalize in my imaginings, have an unfortunately more intimate relationship with blinder souls than I ever hope to meet.

How are you? When do you come home? How are things over there?

We do go forword, but the slideing back with every step
gets so old, and makes progress frustratingly slow.
"Even a Blind Man knows when the Sun is Shineing".
Strive to be the Sun.

Sorry Beltaine got SNAFU'd by paperwork, better luck
next time. Glad to hear that the Chapline supports those
of you in the Goddess.

Apathy is as old as Boots being in the Shit, and too far from
the Real World. I only have to deal with being away from my
daughter { 10 yrs } 4-5 days a week [ she lives with her mother ]
and it drains me. The things that your boy is growing through
that you aren't a part of, has to be driving you up a wall.
I hope that you can make peace with it, and be real for him.
Blessed Be.

Awesome

About sums it up.

THank You Eala... How are you?

Things are calming down a bit here, i am still stressed though and cleaning up the mess of a botched business partnership, but my now ex partner is a HUGE Lakers fan, so tonight I feel somewhat vindicated. I am in the process of moving this week as well and can't wait to be done. Thinking of you over seas though makes me feel like a dork for complaining AT ALL.

Oh hey, I have a first date this Saturday with an artist chick I met on-line. I rarely get nervous for dates, unless I think I might actually LIKE the girl beyond something sexual, and it's funny, this is the first time in a long time I've felt nervous like this. I'm guessing it has something to do with the insecurity of just wanting to be myself with someone instead of playing Prince Charming to artificially "woo" them.

I look forward to seeing your painting, I've been doing some Conte stuff lately on toned paper. I have to put it in the galleries to show you. Let meknow when you finish the piece you referenced so i can check it out-

Thats an awesome story. Nice way to spend Beltane. At least the MPs weren't pricks about it....

Glad you liked my story! If you want, look backward in my blog, theres more!