I don't quite know how to feel today.
I've been rushed. Slow.
I've been happy. Fucked off.
Anxious. Mildly drunk.
I need something? But I'm not sure what. Whisky doesn't seem strong enough.
Cigarettes are a bad idea.
Maybe I need to pull my muscles apart at the gym tomorrow. Get rid of whatever this feeling is.
Run it out. Run until my vision goes blurry and I want to vomit.
I think I need to fuck. Yeah, that's what it is.
I need to grind my teeth and fuck without caring about what time it is. What aches. What bus is running.
I want my release.
I've been rushed. Slow.
I've been happy. Fucked off.
Anxious. Mildly drunk.
I need something? But I'm not sure what. Whisky doesn't seem strong enough.
Cigarettes are a bad idea.
Maybe I need to pull my muscles apart at the gym tomorrow. Get rid of whatever this feeling is.
Run it out. Run until my vision goes blurry and I want to vomit.
I think I need to fuck. Yeah, that's what it is.
I need to grind my teeth and fuck without caring about what time it is. What aches. What bus is running.
I want my release.