madpoe317

I fucking hate the valley!!!!!
It was the hottest day in history in LA today,
fuck my hot life rRRRRRRRRRRrrrr

Morrow is my one year anniversary at my job
wooo hoooooooo

I really like the skin shots,
the curve of a pelvis,
the shape of a side,
the arch of a lip,
the lash of an eye.

BLUES OF THE SAME COLOR


Everybody is sad and fucked up, everyones hands are trembling.
Everyones felt fucked over and is hurting, everyones tired of pretending.

The pain that i see is shining thick behind everybody's faces.
It's just the color of the blues that everybody's tasting.

No matter how calm or how amazing,
Its all the same color of disintegrating,
dissolving, falling weak, wondering...
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The Fiction That Love Depicted

I was called a young bastard last night,
run rampant with infatuations.
But should I deny a feeling I haven't felt in more days
then a calendar can count.

The situation is fire, pain and beauty.
I love the lovely covers.
I love the lovely colors!
I crave the heat and warmth.
I should ride the melting course!
I need...
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Whiskey wanting whishes



With you or without you.
I never want to love again.

You really make it easy to spend eternity alone.
If I cant have you Im content living like a knomb
Curious but busy never showing interest in those smiles.

Work content, forget those feelings.
Your all I really know.
Id make you happy
Show you affection,
I'm sorry that I failed...
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Whiskey and Cigarettes



I intake whiskey for a little realization, on letting go.
I inhale smoke just to be alone.

Soon whiskey and cigarettes will be tethered to my skin
But then again I think its always been

I inhale smoke cause I need that time to get away,
I inhale relax and pray its my moment of the day.

With every sip along the...
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Wednesday poem

i am ok with giving up on love
and i know the one that i truley love
will not see this but it wouldnt matter if she did
or didnt there is no difference now
i am sick i am tired
i want another smoke.
i want another smoke.

i am ok i meet girls all the time
we exchange numbers
i never...
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depression comes in waves
and home sickness fades in and out.
i need a dive bar, a smoke
i need to get out, before i freak out.

its amazing and unbelievable that i am in LA
i guess i havent gone out yet because
i am in disbeliefe.
disbelief
that dreams do come true and
the problem with fiction is happy endings are possible,
probable...
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ohhhhh i am so pist off fuck you probook and fuck the new guy holding m y dog

"picture all the focus that has shattered in my vains
the violence and silence that drove my brain insane"

"we are just products of our enviorment"

"the good die young, the young die good"

and lastly
"i drive like i was built for death"