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madilynn

St Louis

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Oh noes...

Apr 10, 2014
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In the space of three days, first my Grandma may have ovarian cancer, my dad had skin cancer and thus a quarter sized piece of his nose removed, and I got a call from my doctor informing me there's a very real possibility I have cervical cancer trying to develop. Again.

It's been seven years since the last abnormal pap, but the nurse said something about a growth and my medical history and... I just kind of blacked out. :/ It was like in a movie when a patient or family member gets bad news and they don't really hear what's said... they just nod and "uhuh" and then have no idea what's going on.. Please keep me in your prayers, send me good energy, whatever you believe and can do...

I'm so scared. This is definitely not something I want to experience again.

Still no luck finding a decent job... *sigh*

Heading to Denver to dance for the weekend...

Oh, and it looks like 9 more days until my new set, Roseau, goes live. I hope you'll love it. Maybe I can find a way to really focus on that instead of my life. The set is amazing, thanks to @azera. She is absolutely responsible for the set, it's all her and her camera magic. She could probably turn a crocodile in a tutu into the most lovely image you've ever seen. I think you'll love the look and warm glow she captured with her amazing vision.

As always, check out my main ladies here on SG... Miss @ayako, Miss @exploit, Miss @azera. All three are amazing and beautiful ladies I know and adore. Please show them lots of love and leave them the sweetest comments on their albums!

If wishes were fishes, we would all cast nets. Here's to wishing away and wishing for.

<3 Madilynn

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