That alternated blinking in white with the burningman icon pictured here.
I had a great time this year, but for the first time, it felt like a big party more than it felt like being home. Too many tourists and not enough citizens of brc, ya know? I would fault it more to my mindset if I weren't in a better state than I had been given the other two.
Or maybe I'm fooling myself.
I'm giving my stuff the once over, in an attempt to make my apartment feel like home. I am buried amongst the clutter of my own existence. Can you clear the clutter in your home and have it free the clutter in your mind?
i. sure. hope. so.
I've got about a month before I head to England for 9 days. My first step outside of North America. Im tempted not to come back.
The day after I return SG Live will be here. The ever morphing lineup. Im disappointed that there will be no Stormy but after seeing chloe in her latest set Im sure Ill survive. Plus, team awesome (Akemi and Reagan) is sure to light up the stage.
My birthday is just over three weeks from now. I fell short on a lot of goals this last year. Im very overwhelmed and underwhelmed at the same time, trapped in dichotomy; dejected with conflicting priorities. Here we are back at the clutter. *shakes fist*
Tomorrow, however, is another day. Clutter be damned.
Im thinking of making monkey bread. I might send some of that too. =)
Man, that's a real bitch, but any time you're touching dichotomy you've found s potential source of personal power. Think, decide, act!