moving plans continue today as I grow to accept I am taking a giant leap of faith... and leaving LA with a woman who, until February of this year, wanted me dead for helping my ex cheat on her, the current.
I have since taken residence in the house as a roomie and am now leaving los angeles, sheryl crow had the wrong city. we are hitting Vegas on the 16th of September, anyone got some accomidations for two hotties wanting to celebrate a 26th birthday of a new and independent woman, my love - Rana Romonowsky.
maiden name is actually Sakalovea. I wanted to know how I would research a russian family from the turn of the century, anyone got a origins website - leave it here.
anyway, she is his ex and I was graced with her rainbow shortly after I woke up and now I realize I am in love with her. she is the most beautiful creature I have known since March of this year... and her clarvoyancy has drastically improved since I have started to to try to, no, to LET her love me. I need to, someone has got to and who better than the warm fuzzy pink cuddle bunny herself? Roadtrip~ gonna try and stop in Austin, TX to see my good friend Patrick who moved a few months ago. also I am trying to see if I can fit into Mr. Lithium Picnic's schedule while I am passing through, I want to give this trying out thing another try.
and yes, you read correctly. I am willing to accept the unexplainable to you all... and I love how well it is working. the universe is... beautiful and it smiles on me because I am trying now to smile upon myself. no longer is THE KILLERS song in my head, I mean that grin. and guess what? she even cooked me breakfast, something that has not been done by a significant other in longer than I can remember. she also makes sure that I eat and drink well, take care of myself, and cuddles me to make my genuine smile come back - which means I remember things are going to be more than okay, things are going to be fucking fantastic... also some good news.
my palm spring weekend is next weekend, and Ms. Rana is coming too. we are spending the three days with the spa getting ourselves spoiled and massaged. I fucking love that it took so long to get this... we are both now in a great place. my writer is a companion.. and he has been talking about moving back to homebase with his mother in Manhattan. he wanted to sell his place earlier this year, I think I am going to influence his move back. also he is closer to me it seems than it has ever been... and I am also working on my tact - with all the impressioins I have, it is a question now of whether it is the time or place to inform the party/parties AND if it benefits me or them. Most of the time, I should keep my mouth shut. I need a new notebook, it is going to be a long road trip.
thinking about webcaming us in our place, we grubbed on the groceries the other day on the kiitchen floor, I was wanting to pour milk on her and stuff chocolate whipped yoplait yogart in her lucious pursed lips. no one had it so good.
I am a lucky bitch ain't I? ain't it the truth, every god damn time.
working at a bikini lounge now... working the pole when it is slow, us girls cannot resist a little stripperpole.com if you know what I'm saying...
I did the song by Smashmouth called "Petnames". I was fucking around and made $9 in a nearly empty bar. NICE! also, one of my old acquantences called again since the phone is back on and I got to make some money for a drink. albsolute mandrin vodka on the rocks with two twists of lime. it was fun.
so anywho, things are great.... and I am getting better as every day towards September 1st and I get to watch my old roomies' house in Silverlake for two weeks while they got visit her home in Sweden and then a week with her husband all around Italy to make a child... they should be expecting the first one around my birthday... ha ha. gots to love it.
still wondering if I can fly to Hawaii to see my sister's wedding. I am taking my girl I am thinking.. if all goes well. It should, I am manifesting destiny that it will. we need a few days there anyway to chill, she has never been. I want to show my family my chosen partner for this time.. and that I am serious.
I have a job interview waiting in New York to work at Crowbar. Rock out! Shopping will be off the fo-she-zy!
I am so Captain Jack Sparrow.
I have since taken residence in the house as a roomie and am now leaving los angeles, sheryl crow had the wrong city. we are hitting Vegas on the 16th of September, anyone got some accomidations for two hotties wanting to celebrate a 26th birthday of a new and independent woman, my love - Rana Romonowsky.
maiden name is actually Sakalovea. I wanted to know how I would research a russian family from the turn of the century, anyone got a origins website - leave it here.
anyway, she is his ex and I was graced with her rainbow shortly after I woke up and now I realize I am in love with her. she is the most beautiful creature I have known since March of this year... and her clarvoyancy has drastically improved since I have started to to try to, no, to LET her love me. I need to, someone has got to and who better than the warm fuzzy pink cuddle bunny herself? Roadtrip~ gonna try and stop in Austin, TX to see my good friend Patrick who moved a few months ago. also I am trying to see if I can fit into Mr. Lithium Picnic's schedule while I am passing through, I want to give this trying out thing another try.
and yes, you read correctly. I am willing to accept the unexplainable to you all... and I love how well it is working. the universe is... beautiful and it smiles on me because I am trying now to smile upon myself. no longer is THE KILLERS song in my head, I mean that grin. and guess what? she even cooked me breakfast, something that has not been done by a significant other in longer than I can remember. she also makes sure that I eat and drink well, take care of myself, and cuddles me to make my genuine smile come back - which means I remember things are going to be more than okay, things are going to be fucking fantastic... also some good news.
my palm spring weekend is next weekend, and Ms. Rana is coming too. we are spending the three days with the spa getting ourselves spoiled and massaged. I fucking love that it took so long to get this... we are both now in a great place. my writer is a companion.. and he has been talking about moving back to homebase with his mother in Manhattan. he wanted to sell his place earlier this year, I think I am going to influence his move back. also he is closer to me it seems than it has ever been... and I am also working on my tact - with all the impressioins I have, it is a question now of whether it is the time or place to inform the party/parties AND if it benefits me or them. Most of the time, I should keep my mouth shut. I need a new notebook, it is going to be a long road trip.
thinking about webcaming us in our place, we grubbed on the groceries the other day on the kiitchen floor, I was wanting to pour milk on her and stuff chocolate whipped yoplait yogart in her lucious pursed lips. no one had it so good.
I am a lucky bitch ain't I? ain't it the truth, every god damn time.
working at a bikini lounge now... working the pole when it is slow, us girls cannot resist a little stripperpole.com if you know what I'm saying...
I did the song by Smashmouth called "Petnames". I was fucking around and made $9 in a nearly empty bar. NICE! also, one of my old acquantences called again since the phone is back on and I got to make some money for a drink. albsolute mandrin vodka on the rocks with two twists of lime. it was fun.
so anywho, things are great.... and I am getting better as every day towards September 1st and I get to watch my old roomies' house in Silverlake for two weeks while they got visit her home in Sweden and then a week with her husband all around Italy to make a child... they should be expecting the first one around my birthday... ha ha. gots to love it.
still wondering if I can fly to Hawaii to see my sister's wedding. I am taking my girl I am thinking.. if all goes well. It should, I am manifesting destiny that it will. we need a few days there anyway to chill, she has never been. I want to show my family my chosen partner for this time.. and that I am serious.
I have a job interview waiting in New York to work at Crowbar. Rock out! Shopping will be off the fo-she-zy!
I am so Captain Jack Sparrow.
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xo love!