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All right everyone - it's been fun.
As of August 4th, I will no longer be a member of this site.

If you want to keep in touch - drop me a line before my time is up and I'll hit you back with my contact information.

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kogun:
I'm sorry to hear that, but I would love to keep in touch. Hit me up I swear I'm alot better with email then keeping up with my blog.
yuriel:
Hit me up yo.

You know what to do <3

EL SUICIDO LOCO
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What makes cutting your hair so therapeutic?
I think all it takes is a good chop and a bottle of dye to make things feel better.
Not that I was feeling bad... I just feel better.
The chick that did my hair put three different colors in it - left some of my natural hair color in so that there are 4 different shades..
It's...
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galaxy42:
How many roads must a man walk down?
kaleidoscopic:
oh i so totally know what you mean. i sometimes pretty much plan out that i'll wait for a low spot just so i can dye/cut my hair. and somehow miraculously it always peps me up and takes my emotions to the next level, even when i break down and do it when i think i'm doing darn pretty good. somehow there's always more goodness to feel.

yeah you asked back there "where did the time and go?" and i'm thinking the same thing. omg. so far behind on life. but at least i'm back in it trying to catch up.

i totally wrote a list of things i need to get done. and while that was a big step now i actually have to start doing them. eesh. to make it easier i bought a vinyl covered journal with catwoman on it. gotta keep it fun miao!!

that work drama is so sad. frown
i hope things get better, or at least more bearable very very soon.

i'm scared to death of taxes. my dad is doing them. even so i think i filled the forms out wrong all year and i had like 5 different part time jobs. we'll see.
hope you get yours settled soon.

i know it's hard but i hope sometime soon you can stop beating yourself up over things with that guy. you're a beautiful intelligent girl and you deserve to be happy. but that said i do know how hard it is to move forward when your heart keeps looking back.

i wish you all the best! big big big hugs and smooches kiss kiss kiss kiss

ps. any chance you'll post a pic of this four-toned hair?? wink love
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Sometimes you just have to let go of the things that you can't have. You have to let go of the idea that maybe some day, some how - the fantasy you've created in your mind will work out.
It's just not... realistic.
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mrdeity:
I can relate to how you feel.

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Re: my journal...

How did the party go?
tantalus:
i held on to a fantasy for ten years...finally came to the realization that it was better off just being a dream and not a pursuit
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Oh 2006. How you fucked me so.
I had my heart broken twice by the same douche bag.
Say it with me....
'Du-chay-bag' - it sounds French.
I went 11 months without sex because I thought I'd, you know, save it for someone worthwhile. I thought I'd change it up - you know... stop whoring it up and be a good girl and maybe I...
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face4radio:
Did you do NYE in Georgetown? I knew a guy who had a Casino Royale/poker night on NYE down there. What are the chances of there being 2?

I will leave with one of my favorite quotes of all time...
"Ahhh, nothing burps like bacon." biggrin
einglaswein:
blackeyed
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In an effort to cheer myself up, I did my hair and put on some makeup... and took pictures!

My heart still hurts though.
All right. One last run to the mall for one last minute gift. I hope I survive.
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mrdeity:
Nice pictures. You look good!

I hope your heart heals soon. kiss
schmidt:
Great new look Gordinary.....

its like its not the same person...
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My heart really hurts.

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nursejill:
I send a hug
xerxes:
*biiiiiig hug* kiss kiss
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Tonight is either going to go very well, or very very bad.
Here's to wishful thinking!
einglaswein:
cheers, to wishful thinking.
it's most important, because it allows one to become aware of what they want, no?
and knowing is half the battle. ARRR!!!
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I'm trying to write a paper for this ethics class on IP...
If only you knew the humor behind this.....

Except I can't focus. I used to be able to breeze through papers - I enjoy writing papers... but I'm distracted by underwear things. I'm making silly wish lists of all the things I want that I saw while shopping today. Sexy...
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jamielee:
I love 'fancypants.' You rock so hardcore.

I tried my corsety thing on when I got home and it didn't fit right so I returned it. *sigh* oh well. My tiny boobies aren't made for corsets.

I miss you!! Wednesday for Iggie's, right??

♥♥
joesph90:
Thanks for checking out the Pistolita callender!

Congrats on the weight loss. Thats quite an impressive amount for a small thing like you!
I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I'm trying to gain a little weight........on the other end of the equation its not that either either! Trying to do it through weight training though. Slowly getting there!

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Let me recap part of my evening for you all...

I go to the local bar with some co-workers/friends. They go outside to smoke and I stay inside because I protest smoking.
I notice that my shoe is untied, so I start to tie it back into a knot. At this moment, a strange old dude comes up to me and stands very close...
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rude_ruca:
No! No, you are NOT a raving bitch AT ALL....my freind David, yes, thats right, boy named david and I had a similar situation a couple weeks ago at our local haunt...some weird, politician looking guy came up to us and was all chatty, just like some of the other middle aged men/women are there. Anywho, after a few rounds, my boyfreind walked outside to smoke, and don't you know this dude caresses David's butt, telling him he would love to go down on him, and then turns to me and says then he wants to go down on me! eeek puke I shit you not, this totally happened, and Dave and I were just like, in shock, never had we ever.....so, I was just like yeah, um, dude, I don't think my boyfreind would appriciate that on any level, and he's coming back in.....guy left....so, yeah, I admore your balls....If I hadn't been in such shock, woulda socked this cat right out....anywho, what I really was swinging by your profile was to tell you I like your new profile pic.... biggrin
sicmonte:
geez...creepy old men...i hope im not like that when im older.....
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I'm having some type of..... crisis.
I wish I could just induce a coma and stop myself from doing stupid things for a few days.
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notthellama:
i sometimes complain about the burden it is to live being stupid. i hope your experience is only temporary as opposed to my permanent ailment. smile
jamielee:
You are the best shopping partner ever!!!! smile Let's IKEA it up again soon. ♥
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Life does not come with a FAQ guide. No wiki. No how-to.
I shot myself - literally. Not in the foot, but in the heart. It wasn't until I had lost the things I loved, that I even realized they were ever really there in the first place.
A how-to guide back then would have been nice. Or for someone to stop me and shake...
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avalon13chase:
it'll be like the "golden girls" but sexier
chitownguy32:
someone really needs to get work on the manual, you know? it would be very useful, but I bet no one would buy it...we all think we know it all when we are young, and by the time we get older, we have experienced most of it whatever