m_bethany

the tie that binds. oh how we are all connected.

my slave is an amazing boy. he makes me so happy and pleased; he shows me how much I have advanced in my field as well as gives me feedback by reacting in session with me. he is my Hansel, my Baron when he is a good boy. I love him like a fat...
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I don't like cities, but I like New York
Other places make me feel like a dork
Los Angeles is for people who sleep
Paris and London, baby you can keep

I am drawn there... and this holiday makes me remember why I am leaving... it is too limited here in LA, I have expired everything! hell, I grew up here.. new scene please...

Other...
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I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around

Oh, no
Every day is exactly...
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mistress bethany, yours truly.

we have chosen a new mistress name, the other one was too obvious in homage to my girl, Angelina. now that she is with that sissy Brad I have lost a little lust for her. why would she take on that midwestern farm boy? I mean, he is hot but COME ON! he has got to be so submissive in the...
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When I was a young boy I tried to listen
Don't you wanna feel like that?
You're part of the human race
All of the stars in the outer space
Part of a system plan

All this noise I'm waking up
All this space I'm taking up
I cannot hear you're breaking up

Woaaooh.

Maybe you'll get what you wanted
Maybe you'll stumble upon it...
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i may crack but i'll never shatter.

"you got it bad, hang up then you call right back"

there are certain points in the day where I wonder if I am love sick or lacking in the feeling department. today, I woke up next to a guy I recently met to happens to have just launched a huge new multimedia thing for FLASH and he is pretty powerful in that world... but...
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gosh it has been a bit since I have updated!

well the last of the moving is done.. I have moved out of the Venice house (although I still have to go back to help pack the house this weekend) but all my possessions that I have not packed to mail or thought to pack in my gargantious bags is staying in San Bernardino County...
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due to the DMV not following through, the license has been reordered and resent to me... and my birth certificate as well as any other information my father has is being mailed to me even though I live within 2 miles of him. also, he is not letting me see my little sister before I leave for New York and Greece. now the departure date...
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it is now the week before moving...

the countdown begins.

last few get togethers...

Abbot Kinney Festival on sunday, September 25th. Noon. email me through SG if you want to spend some time having beers down in Venice Beach... AT THE WATERFRONT.

Monday nights are jazz night at Hal's Bar and Grill in Venice on Abbot Kinney (cross street is California just north of Venice...
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so here is what is going on with mi vida loca....

New York is definate. I am so going. I actually have people interested in buying my car, yeah! have to get my cellphone on and running, going to use it just for texting and have a telephone program through the internet to call people... I need to get the webcam and microphone already so,......
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Love can be so strange
Don't it amaze you?
Everytime you give yourself away
It comes back to haunt you
Love's an elusive charm and it can be painful
To understand this crazy world
But you're not gonna crack
No you're never gonna crack

Run my baby run my baby run
Run from the noise of the street and the loaded gun
Too late for...
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