"oh the tangled webs we weave,
when we practice to decieve".
strike the blow, deeper then. the pain is cleansing. you think this is your action? your thoughts? I asked for you to strike me down... the irony I find is solace enough in this moment for the balance to be set.
I lite my match, I do not fear watching myself in a mirror...
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when we practice to decieve".
strike the blow, deeper then. the pain is cleansing. you think this is your action? your thoughts? I asked for you to strike me down... the irony I find is solace enough in this moment for the balance to be set.
I lite my match, I do not fear watching myself in a mirror...
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"If you beat me down I will get back on my feet.
I used to be unbreakable, invinceable, unstopable
I used to be unbreakable until I met you."
Tears. They overflow out of my eyes and into my lap, mine eyes have seen the glory and devistation of masochism. Here we lay, lying to ourselves daily of what we really want.
I thought I wanted...
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I used to be unbreakable, invinceable, unstopable
I used to be unbreakable until I met you."
Tears. They overflow out of my eyes and into my lap, mine eyes have seen the glory and devistation of masochism. Here we lay, lying to ourselves daily of what we really want.
I thought I wanted...
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dragonnyc:
isnt it hotter in l.a. then nyc?
youre going to burning man, right? i thought so.
the temple is this amazing structure that is erected prior the the event and during and then its burnt on sunday night.
on wedness day trilio(zotted sg member) gets peeps to donate speakers ect... and then the best breaks djs play all night.
where are you camping?
youre going to burning man, right? i thought so.
the temple is this amazing structure that is erected prior the the event and during and then its burnt on sunday night.
on wedness day trilio(zotted sg member) gets peeps to donate speakers ect... and then the best breaks djs play all night.
where are you camping?
silveronthetree:
Its nice to see a picture of you anyway.
Sorry you are feeling a bit blah. Hope you feel better.
So tell me about being a man for six lifetimes.
I`m really intrested in that, so please tell me more. How did you find out? Do you have any memories?
Keep well mate
Sorry you are feeling a bit blah. Hope you feel better.
So tell me about being a man for six lifetimes.
I`m really intrested in that, so please tell me more. How did you find out? Do you have any memories?
Keep well mate
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silveronthetree:
lovely words.
how are you mate?
how are you mate?
dragonnyc:
youve gotta make it out to the temple of breaks on wednessday. the dj line up is the best that ive ever seen.
have had a little fun lately with the idea of wigs... so here are a few shots after the text of my photoshoot. I want to be a suicide girl this year, am in application process number one - just not sure how to tell them I have been a member for over two years now...
I want to get my nipples pierced. I want...
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I want to get my nipples pierced. I want...
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silveronthetree:
You are a lucky bitch 
Enjoy the concert and glad things are pretty good with you.
Love
Enjoy the concert and glad things are pretty good with you.
Love
thank you to those of you who have sent me messages. I have not had the patience to negotiate through the new menus to figure out how to go through the inbox. sort of down on the list of priorities... sorry, but it is.
the new profile pic was from yesterday, overlooking the view from my new apartment. I am concerned with meeting the rent...
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the new profile pic was from yesterday, overlooking the view from my new apartment. I am concerned with meeting the rent...
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lithium_picnic:
that would be awesome!
mr_rick:
they would be silly not to have you as an SG!! you would kick ass!!! or you could kick my ass ....LOL 
rick
rick
mistress bethany will be arriving in the city of Los Angeles by sunday night, June 17th of 2006.
LAX looks to be promising although Burbank and Long Beach are close by as well. I will be picked up by my ex (yes, "the ex") at the airport and taken to my new apartment by happiness... a new side of life in Los Angeles, my old...
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LAX looks to be promising although Burbank and Long Beach are close by as well. I will be picked up by my ex (yes, "the ex") at the airport and taken to my new apartment by happiness... a new side of life in Los Angeles, my old...
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comfortably_numb:
You Go Girl!!
I really hope you do well!!
I really hope you do well!!
cheshirecat:
..So a acting talent agency....keep the address posted I a interested and looking for representation...NO JOKE.
m_bethany:
most of the editted shots from my shoot, new hair color and all!
mitzelflik:
Gorgeous!
: )
: )
mistress bethany will be arriving in the city of Los Angeles by sunday night, June 17th of 2006.
LAX looks to be promising although Burbank and Long Beach are close by as well. I will be picked up by my ex (yes, "the ex") at the airport and taken to my new apartment by happiness... a new side of life in Los Angeles, my old...
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LAX looks to be promising although Burbank and Long Beach are close by as well. I will be picked up by my ex (yes, "the ex") at the airport and taken to my new apartment by happiness... a new side of life in Los Angeles, my old...
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found a perfect personal slave today. that is two in one week. and I am moving to the west coast. damn it.
my roomie is being a dick. I really cannot stand to be home. I am going to get a gig tonight at a strip joint to make ends more than meet when I hit LA. I am tired of struggling just that little...
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my roomie is being a dick. I really cannot stand to be home. I am going to get a gig tonight at a strip joint to make ends more than meet when I hit LA. I am tired of struggling just that little...
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mr_rick:
ok...it seems i have joined another myspace page. this new layout sucks and its totally copied from myspace. its actually a little harder to manuver through than myspace. so i have decided that my time on SG is coming to a close. why pay for a suedo-myspace when i can get it for free from the source. i will be trying to contact each of my wonderful friends individually, so you can decide to continue our chats or to quietly let me go into the vast beyond. it has been fun here...but my time is done.
avast ye swabs!!!!
please contact me at my myspace page....http://www.myspace.com/blizzphoto
avast ye swabs!!!!
please contact me at my myspace page....http://www.myspace.com/blizzphoto
cheshire:
boo no leaving *pout*
thinking about taking care of business - anyway.
going to work. then to another work for a better tipping job. time to buckle down and get the job done right.
NYC for two more weeks.
going to work. then to another work for a better tipping job. time to buckle down and get the job done right.
NYC for two more weeks.
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falias:
HI
bob_dobalina:
headed back my way?
I was so hormonal last journal entry. I think I am seriously disturbed sometimes off the birth control. Yes, guys, yes - bc helps us women balance our hormones and when a girl is using the WRONG combination it becomse a nightmare. Unless you are just hormonal when off - like me.
I hate being a girl this lifetime... this is fucking hilarious to the...
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I hate being a girl this lifetime... this is fucking hilarious to the...
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cheshirecat:
Yes DownfAll is a really interesting film,considering it is pretty muckh historically accurate anfd how it paints Hitler as a human instead of one dimensional.......great movie...welcome back to L.a.
vrodcbr:
Ann Rice is awsome, Good luck on the smoking, I need to quit also. Im a history buff, addicted to history channel, think i just like the past more then the future.
so the business partner is going to be my new roomie for a month. my roomie needs his extra room for his cousin who is coming into town for a summer internship. nice thing is if I got back to LA for a bit and it does not work out, I can come back at the end of the summer.
also the temperary place is...
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also the temperary place is...
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silveronthetree:
Hope you feel better and that things work out mate
meatypunk:
yay captain jack!