The girl (atticstar ) comes tonight. First time she's visited since April. Since i rediscvered pants, and eyebrows, and long hair. (Science Fact: I did not wear pants for 7 years. I wore skirts and dresses and i had one pair of army pants cut into shorts that i wore with tights. I now own a pair of jeans i and learning to occasionally...
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I've been in the most horrible of sicknesses this week. I know it was too be expected. I lost someone who has been more prominent and important in my life the past 3 years than nearly anyone else, even if she was tiny and non-human. Then Monday came and went without a thought -- it would have been my father's birthday. What would have happened,...
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apontes29:
hope you feel better
And I know they buried her body with others
Her sister and mother and 500 families
And will she remember me 50 years later?
I wished I could save her in some sort of time machine
Know all your enemies
We know who our enemies are
Know all your enemies
We know who our enemies are....
My baby Yuki is gone. She left me and...
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Her sister and mother and 500 families
And will she remember me 50 years later?
I wished I could save her in some sort of time machine
Know all your enemies
We know who our enemies are
Know all your enemies
We know who our enemies are....
My baby Yuki is gone. She left me and...
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honkeykong:
-sorry to hear about your pet dying...that just sucks. 
lock:
sorry for your loss, I've had to bury a few pets mine and those of friends. It is never easier.
No rest for me, kiddies. One catastrophe after another. Just recovering from my computer being viriied/spywared. Still have some crap to figure out how to get off of it but it is mostly better. Let this be a lesson to you. Don't have "just that one site you look at in IE and nothing else" because one day you will forget you are looking at...
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popetom:
Well, does the car have two doors, or four, a normal trunk or a hatchback? Moon roof, sun roof, convertable? Behind the wheel are you Cool, smokin', hot, sexy, or some other (or combintion of) adjective? Do you feel the need for speed?
Many questions cam be answered without knowing what kind of car it is exactly.
-PT
Many questions cam be answered without knowing what kind of car it is exactly.
-PT
throb:
NO REST FOR THE WICKED 
I don't update often, because the only time i really have the urge to post madly is when i am in bitter angst over something - even when there are much more important things to be updating about - and that sort of behaviour tends to get one a reputation. So i've been making myself NOT post when i want to cry or complain about...
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atticstar:
i'm cute sporty shiney and yellow.
atticstar:
bitter angst...we want bitter angst.
don't make me give you bitter angst just to have you post
don't make me give you bitter angst just to have you post
I should be sitting here with my head full of stars telling you about my Cabaret experience and how i practically became an honorary Sg for a night (or at the very least, an honary SG prop) but instead i'm crying and freaking out because my car is just, fucked for good.
I've told the story too many times and im exhuasted but on the...
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deleriumflight:
That sucks about your car and you getting stranded temporarily. Ever thought of moving out of state to somewhere where you really don't need a car to get around? Portland, Maine is easy to get around on foot or bike. Parking around here is a pain. I wish I didn't have a car sometimes. Best of luck to you! 
tortor:
That sucks so bad about your car, I'm sorry! I had a pos vehicle like that once, a Saturn--car of the devils, I do not recommend.
Oil stealing aliens are a bitch! I've got a one legged leprechaun who lives under my bed and steals one sock at a time if it helps.
I had a pos vehicle like that once, a Saturn--car of the devils, I do not recommend.
Oil stealing aliens are a bitch! I've got a one legged leprechaun who lives under my bed and steals one sock at a time if it helps.
Billy rapped all night 'bout his suicide
How he'd kick it in the head when he was 25
Speed jive
Don't wanna stay alive when you're 25
(i had been comfortably a stroke at the age of 24. oh, it could have been a brilliant career)
Birthdays are my New Years. The real time to judge a new year passing for me. The real time...
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How he'd kick it in the head when he was 25
Speed jive
Don't wanna stay alive when you're 25
(i had been comfortably a stroke at the age of 24. oh, it could have been a brilliant career)
Birthdays are my New Years. The real time to judge a new year passing for me. The real time...
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thefullnelson:
It was great meeting you last night! It's awesome that you got to be part of the show and stuff! Hope to see you soon. 
Last night was wonderful. I love SG. I love SgBurlesque. And i LOVE 
SGBoston.
I got sticky with chocolate.. although not as bad as the rest of the crew! And remember Northampton last time? The Brandy forehead kiss? You thought you 3nvied me then!! THIS TIME, i got a full ON THE MOUTH Stormy! kiss, following a mouth full of whipped cream. My girlfriend is...
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SGBoston.
I got sticky with chocolate.. although not as bad as the rest of the crew! And remember Northampton last time? The Brandy forehead kiss? You thought you 3nvied me then!! THIS TIME, i got a full ON THE MOUTH Stormy! kiss, following a mouth full of whipped cream. My girlfriend is...
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quiescence:
Happy birthday! 
valentina:
happy birthday sweetie 
Yuki's doing very well. I'll still write more on the wonderous details later. Right now i'm in a lot of pain and sickness and playing the "hurt so bad, can't make it to work and my hours will be way under and maybe this time i really will lose my insurance from not making full time hours." game. It seems to be my favourite lately....
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amethystula:
nice to see you again at SGB, at least this time nobody was havings ex in our general area
can't wait to see you again, you are such a doll
can't wait to see you again, you are such a doll
gia:
It rocked seeing you again! *hugs* I'm sorry things aren't going well for you right now. My thoughts are with you.
Edit Update:
She came through surgery just fine and is reocvering nicely and is already back to her wonderful self, and the fee was a mere 80 bucks and i'm just so relieved and i would write more but i have to go to work right now.
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She came through surgery just fine and is reocvering nicely and is already back to her wonderful self, and the fee was a mere 80 bucks and i'm just so relieved and i would write more but i have to go to work right now.
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bcguitar33:
I'm anxious to hear how this went. I keep checking every hour or two. I hope that good news comes. Either way you're in my thoughts and heart.
ikax:
She's not an ex-girl, she was turned down, and was a member once. She knew the rules of making a set, so she couldn't have been lying. She was told "we're looking for porn, not art" and that her lighting is too dramatic. I knew another girl who received the "lighting" comment before, also.
http://www.mentalaperture.com/gallery.php?gal=models/Ziarci&action=Side-Ziarci
I'm sorry if you think I have "attitude problems", but when I first visited the site, I was told I needed thick skin. I'm not sure whatever happened to that. Apart from that, I've experienced a little more irony here than I think I can handle....
[Edited on Jun 18, 2004 1:44PM]
http://www.mentalaperture.com/gallery.php?gal=models/Ziarci&action=Side-Ziarci
I'm sorry if you think I have "attitude problems", but when I first visited the site, I was told I needed thick skin. I'm not sure whatever happened to that. Apart from that, I've experienced a little more irony here than I think I can handle....
[Edited on Jun 18, 2004 1:44PM]
http://suicidegirls.com/groups/Wig+in+a+Box/