The girl (atticstar ) comes tonight. First time she's visited since April. Since i rediscvered pants, and eyebrows, and long hair. (Science Fact: I did not wear pants for 7 years. I wore skirts and dresses and i had one pair of army pants cut into shorts that i wore with tights. I now own a pair of jeans i and learning to occasionally shyly and awkwardly wear to everyone's delight, and a pair of lace up zippery capri-ish combat-ish pants that i look hot in on days i am not bloated and fat.) She has NEVER SEEN ME WITH EYEBROWS. This is all true.
So, will this weekend be rediscovering romance, rekindling that flame of love? Will l sigh with numbness, and decide to part the closest of friends? Will nothing of the sort happen and it is just a fun, geeking out extravaganza, a much needed distraction for the most of us from our torturous and stress filled lives? Either way, i am the only one with issues so only i can be at fault. It's fun to be me.
Speaking of, my fibro has gone on to the next level, causing my skin to burn and tingle along the surfaces as if sunburned, or more accurately, rope burned. That firey tingly abrasive feeling. Merely holding a couple of cds at work causes my hands to feel as if my palms are scraped up and i am carrying 30 pounds of porcupines dipped in hot sauce. Gripping the steering wheel to drive is akin to being sunburned and having someone slap you where you are burned. It is fun. It comes and goes. Doctors are useless. Same ol same ol.
Final thought,
this now long-dead thread (i am the ultimate threadkiller, yes) depressed me. I do believe i am the "oldest" unknown member on the site. Meaning i've been around so freaking long (a mere 4 months after the site went up... though i went away for about 5 months and that's why my member since says what it does) and yet i am known by nearly no one outside of SGBoston. I know it is because i am a quiet mouse. My comment count speaks for itself. But still. Blah. Cant figure out how to wrap up this thought, so i'll just leave it dangling in the air like so....
So, will this weekend be rediscovering romance, rekindling that flame of love? Will l sigh with numbness, and decide to part the closest of friends? Will nothing of the sort happen and it is just a fun, geeking out extravaganza, a much needed distraction for the most of us from our torturous and stress filled lives? Either way, i am the only one with issues so only i can be at fault. It's fun to be me.
Speaking of, my fibro has gone on to the next level, causing my skin to burn and tingle along the surfaces as if sunburned, or more accurately, rope burned. That firey tingly abrasive feeling. Merely holding a couple of cds at work causes my hands to feel as if my palms are scraped up and i am carrying 30 pounds of porcupines dipped in hot sauce. Gripping the steering wheel to drive is akin to being sunburned and having someone slap you where you are burned. It is fun. It comes and goes. Doctors are useless. Same ol same ol.
Final thought,
this now long-dead thread (i am the ultimate threadkiller, yes) depressed me. I do believe i am the "oldest" unknown member on the site. Meaning i've been around so freaking long (a mere 4 months after the site went up... though i went away for about 5 months and that's why my member since says what it does) and yet i am known by nearly no one outside of SGBoston. I know it is because i am a quiet mouse. My comment count speaks for itself. But still. Blah. Cant figure out how to wrap up this thought, so i'll just leave it dangling in the air like so....
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