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Tuesday Jun 08, 2004

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My sweetness, the love of my life, my Yuki rat-girl. She's almost 2 1/2! That's like over 70 in human years. If you knew her, you wouldn't believe she was a day over 38.
My Yuki, for whom my heart bleeds more than anyone, has a tumor. She might have two. I have a surgery scheduled for next week, but i'm not sure if i can go through with it. If there is indeed this second one (which was not apparant when the vet examined her this morning), then that says to me that more will come. And that's a lot of trauma and misery for nothing.
Also, it is very expensive. If i do decide to go through with this, i am going to ask my friends and family members to donate towards it instead of giving me a birthday present this year. If any of you kind souls or just animal lovers would be interested, let me know, if i do decide to do that.
Yuki is wonderful. I've had so many pets in my life of different breeds and shapes and sizes and i've loved them all but she is the best out of all of them, and if i could just know it would give her another 6+ months it would be worth it. We have bonded even more ever since that november-december dark period when i lost my father and she lost her sister, and now we are inseperable and can not bear to be apart.

This is one of my favourite pictures of Yuki. As you can see it is very old. She doesn't look so kittenish anymore and i have lost a lot of weight but there's nothing better than rats and SG.



please send her blessings and good will, and me comfort.

Also, my headaches and fibro have been very bad lately and i have used up all my sick days and i took today off to deal with vets and research and money even though i may have no way of making up hours i could quite possibly be royally screwed.
I just want my Yuki to be well. My hands and arms to not tingle/burn/ache/drop things. And my head to not cause me to drive an icepick through it. Anyone up there listening? Thank you.
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honkeykong:
-i hope all goes well with Yuki. keep me posted.
Jun 15, 2004
bcguitar33:
Please let me know how I can donate to help you.
I don't know you nor do I know yuki but my dear ratty midnight was an incredible being and I wish I could have had just a little more time with her. If you could perhaps get in touch with paypal or something I would like to make a contribution.
Jun 17, 2004

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