Over time, things start to get so old. I've gotten tired of catering to the ideas and wants of others. Especially, when those ideas and wants never reflect that of my own. It's exhausting. Smiling, nodding, letting things roll off my shoulder like it doesn't hurt when you call me a slut, tell me I'm stupid... I'm exhausted. I totally and completely understand that you will always be a part of my history but I've hit my limit. I cannot live among the shards of your legacy anymore. I cannot be what you want me to be anymore. I'm just not built for that. It's killing me. And I don't think I'll survive if I keep pretending I don't feel this way.
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