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I wish there was someone who could look at me and see me. That they could recognize while I'm not physically broken, I am wounded. I have injuries. I have been damaged and left untreated. Pain that is only skin deep is not the only pain that matters or the only kind of pain that can kill.
brokenone:
Sometimes... we're so worried about looking for those to see us... that we fail to see ourselves.
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So I just watched Blue Valentine. It was a fantastic film. I had a hard time watching it, however, because of how incredibly close to home it hit. My parents went through a marriage breakdown much like Dean and Cindy endured. I, like Frankie, was five and unable to read the signs and understand how much they hated each other by the end. It's odd...
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citizengeek:
The future isnt written in stone. If you are able to see the mistakes in your path then you're capable of avoiding them.

P.S. this made much more sense when I reread it and realized you weren't talking about Blue Velvet *facepalm*
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"Sometimes the past is just something you cant let go of. And sometimes the past is something well do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present."

Damn that Shonda Rhimes. She has such a great way at expressing simple and somehow, very obvious things, I wouldn't be able to say on my...
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Can someone please explain to me why it's okay for a person to treat another human being so terribly without a single ounce of remorse? I can't fathom a good reason. I can't even rationalize anymore. I'm tired of being a casualty to his inability to show compassion or understanding....
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lyss:
Thanks!
citizengeek:
Never understood why some people seem to think it is there right to make other miserable or cause them pain. shitheads abound, do your best to surround yourself with people who care and support you and kick the rest to the curb. hope all is well
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Scar tissue that I wish you saw
Sarcastic mister know it all
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause
With the birds I'll share
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view
With the birds I'll share
This lonely view

Push me up against the wall
Young Kentucky girl in a push-up bra
Fallin' all over myself
To lick your heart and taste your...
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Cover up with makeup in the mirror
Tell myself, it's never gonna happen again
I cry alone and then he swears he loves me.

Do you feel like a man when you push me around?
Do you feel better now as I fall to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a...
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You only know what I want you to
I know everything you don't want me to
Oh your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine
You think your dreams are the same as mine
Oh I don't love you but I always will
Oh I don't love you but I always will
Oh I don't love you but I always will
I always will

I...
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I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder is there anything
I'm going to miss
I wonder how it's going to be
When you don't know me
How's it going to be
When you're sure I'm not there...
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citizengeek:
CHEESY!! not in the least, fantastic song always reminds me of my sophomore year
reximus:
Ah, T3B. Reminds me of my high school / college days.

...I'm old.
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"To have nothing at all around us, nothing to touch or look at, no hard lines whatsoever, just us and the gaping maw of the sky. I imagine that's what being full-dead is like. An emptiness, vast and absolute." -R 'Warm Bodies'
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I'm looking into becoming a suicide girl... I'm nervous I wouldn't be a good one if they actually picked me! More importantly, what if they don't pick me?!