so, things seem to be turning around for me..everything is falling into place...the rough patch looks like it JUST MIGHT be done....
things with my man are..ok..kinda
ok i may as well talk about it
he has cancer. and hes getting the pain back that he had when he first got it. so he's scared. he's got a drs appt on monday but hes worried if it comes back or if he dies, that it will hurt me. i...i want to be with him. i love him. i want to cherish what we have now. without him, ya i will miss him. in the worse case scenerio if he does pass then i can at least smile that we were serious. that i was part of his life...but for him to push me away because of it? well that hurts big time
IM MOVING!! to my dream house..well not dream house but dream rental house. deven (room mate) said yes lets do it. so im stoked. we pay rent on the 15th so im not too sure how that is going to work out, but im stoked. this means i can get a full nights sleep!! YAHOO!!!! holy moley im stoked
anyways...
i havent seen leland in like a week cuz he's sore and stuff. i miss him so so much, but i understand. its tough. i wanna be there for him but at the same time he's so fuckin stubborn he doesnt want help
soo..i dunno what to do....
things with my man are..ok..kinda
ok i may as well talk about it
he has cancer. and hes getting the pain back that he had when he first got it. so he's scared. he's got a drs appt on monday but hes worried if it comes back or if he dies, that it will hurt me. i...i want to be with him. i love him. i want to cherish what we have now. without him, ya i will miss him. in the worse case scenerio if he does pass then i can at least smile that we were serious. that i was part of his life...but for him to push me away because of it? well that hurts big time
IM MOVING!! to my dream house..well not dream house but dream rental house. deven (room mate) said yes lets do it. so im stoked. we pay rent on the 15th so im not too sure how that is going to work out, but im stoked. this means i can get a full nights sleep!! YAHOO!!!! holy moley im stoked
anyways...
i havent seen leland in like a week cuz he's sore and stuff. i miss him so so much, but i understand. its tough. i wanna be there for him but at the same time he's so fuckin stubborn he doesnt want help
soo..i dunno what to do....
SO glad that the roommate business is fixed up, too. Is the place still in Langley?
Yeah, Mission is surely an acquired taste. There are nice-looking streets here and there, but most is just old and run-down. Did you call out, "Hi Trace!" when you passed through? ,o)