lylee

ya i need to get out of here. its doin my head in. too much drama and i miss being able to have my freedom.

plus telford keeps tempting me with taqitos and slurpees. Hes so nice. always knows what to say. he loves food shopping too so we're gunna do that when i'm home. ha ha. he's a good cook so i guess he's supposed to like food shopping.
i cant wait to see nicole either. it will be nice to hang out with a girl again and have girls nights and trips away. living here and having all my friends move back to wherever they're from really sucks. im sick of hanging out with just guys. ya i like laughing at farts but theres other things i cant do with them, like talk about whats bothering me. so really all i can do is result to this journal thingy, and i cant even post all i wanna talk about without having some people angry at me for talking about them.

i dunno. i've never cried so much lately and it sucks. god how emo do i sound. countless times i've sat where i am right now, in tears.

the people i wanna make happy, i cant even do that right

ah i think i'll go for a walk soon...i dunno where i'll go but its 11pm and i need to get out. think about a few things....

hope everyone is doing well