Monday Apr 16, 2007

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sooooooooo i've found a flight back home. its 733 and a bit extra for another suitcase. i know i've spoke about going home before but i think its time. i have nothing in the uk but arguements and boredom. if i had someone here who cared about me like i cared about them, then i'd stay a bit longer. but its a lost cause.

i wish i had someone who wanted me to be happy, and who tried to make me happy.

i've had a lot of time to think about this and its adding up now.i cant do another arguement over something dumb. it takes a toll on me.

i've never felt so lonely in my life. i dont even have a best friend over here anymore. it sucks

so ya. brad said he would pick me up from the airport....

i was going to talk this over with someone whom i thought was important to me, but tonight that person basically said they dont care about me anymore
i guess this is it..unless anyone can think of a good reason for me not to go?

boooo i have no one to celebrate my 3 years in england this saturday with frown

ooo aaa
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atomh8:
wow, its like your break up with your bf is the exact same as the one with my gf. my ex won't even return my phone calls (not even to finsh exchanging stuff, how fucked up is that)?

I don't necessarily think running from our emotional problems is good, but at least it has some hope of making us feel better. maybe we both just need vacations?
atomh8:
well, do you see it as moving back or moving forward. Forward would be ideal (at least IMO) but home is nice to get a plan of action together.

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