well... i found my plane ticket home. just have to wait to talk to people back home to pick me up. im not telling anyone here, just going. i made my mind up about it today. not gunna get into the reason why, but lets just say i feel like i have no one here who cares about me. i hate being alone...
plus it will make things better and even if i tell people they wont believe me
now i gotta ebay a bunch of shit and give it to charity. good thing today i got a note through the door saying they're going to pick up old clothes and stuff. so im gunna get it ready for friday and put it out...
anyways gotta make this short. just slammed my finger in the door and i can harldly type
it hurts so bad i actually started crying. god im a baby
p.s. why are guys so dumb?
plus it will make things better and even if i tell people they wont believe me
now i gotta ebay a bunch of shit and give it to charity. good thing today i got a note through the door saying they're going to pick up old clothes and stuff. so im gunna get it ready for friday and put it out...
anyways gotta make this short. just slammed my finger in the door and i can harldly type
it hurts so bad i actually started crying. god im a baby
p.s. why are guys so dumb?
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exfiance whom i lived with for a year and a half, moved cities for, gave up my photography major and riding bmx, ended up cheating on me for 2 months and leaving me for another girl. i had $40k in debt and was hating life. joined the navy trying to be a diver or seal and get out of that town. i'm down to $9k in debt and almost ready to go to dive school, when i blow out my knee, delaying dive school or seals from september to may of 2008, plus reconstructive knee surgery and 9 months of painful rehabilitation not to mention i just recently had a girl toy with my heart and it's also been 10 months since i've had sex.
besides that though, life is good. i could say at least i have my health, but i'd be lying, haha. really though, life isn't great, but it's not bad. it's good. i know i'll ride my bike again, i'll be able to run again and swim. i have a mom and sister i love, friends i can count on, and life is good. period.