lylee

fuck im getting real sick of a friend of mine who wants a relationship but i dont. i keep telling him i just want to be friends but he doesnt take no for an answer. argh! me and him are just friends, ya he's a cool guy to hang out with. but not everyday (like he wants) sad thing is, he's going away with me on holiday for 3 weeks. 3 weeks!!! im going to go mental. maybe i'm being to harsh, i dunno. but im sick of the immaturity and thickness of him. he also keeps feeling sorry for himself. he txts me a million times. ya i dont reply cuz most of them are dumb ones like "my nan is looking at my tattoo." big deal! who fuckin cares. he's be a good guy if he had ambition in life, and wasnt to immature. he's a few years younger than me but i just cant keep being the one whos smart and talk about dumb things. fuck im going to go mental today i know it. i couldnt sleep last night, kept waking up. and i have a cold and cant breath out of my nose. sweet

2 days and i fly to canada as well

fuck i wish i was drunk