lylee

i've realised why i like the journal on here. i dont know all of the people in real life so i get a very unbiased reply. and thank you for that. i guess i dont have anyone here to really talk to in person about my feelings and stuff. i mean i do, i just dont want to bore anyone with what im thinking. well there are two people.. but the main person id like to share my life with doesnt seem to be botherd. i'm used to writing my feelings.

i've realised im a romantic. i like to be cuddled and babies i guess... i like laying in bed and cuddling and watching tv. i want someone to listen to me and at least seem interested in me. i like kisses on my eye lids and forehead.

maybe i just need a holiday on my own to sort out a bunch of things, who knows.

i do, however, know that i need to lose weight. i skipped dinner tonight. ya ya i know, i should eat. but i'm just not hungry. have been getting dizzy and bad headaches lately. dont feel like eating. could be a good thing

im layhing in bed, the wind is blowing and its kinda scary. i guess this refers back to my comment about liking to cuddle with someone in bed

anyways gotta go
have a lot on my mind i'm not dealing well with

sleep well