how come people always get most emotional at night? I mean you have all day, and when the sun is down thats when all the true feelings and emotions come out. especially if you're alone. I dont quite understand that. It's not fair if you ask me.
picture this. its late, so its dark. about 11:48pm. you're in the car driving down the highway. you're surrounded by trees and its just been raining so you have that new rain smell.you're alone and upset.cant stop thinking about things then you realise tears are rolling down your face. thats where i wish i was right now. back home. i love london, but i have nothing to do when i'm upset here. i used to just jump in my car and take off.i wish things would go back to the way they were this time last year. I was happen, he was happy. we were one. but its time people (me) pick my ass up and move on. and you know what? I'm starting to. I'm guilty when it comes to bringing back old memories, good memories. why cant all people do that? see the good in people rather than the bad? I dunno. I've lost my best friend
on another note i was speaking to an old friend of mine back home whom i havent spoke to in ages. He wants me to move back home so he can take me out. I used to have a massive crush on him. dont get me wrong, he's still attractive. But i'm not ready for a realtionship now. friends are cool though. i dunno... i think i need to focus on school and keeping myself busy
which brings me to my last comment. i got a missed call from my school. was on my old phone which i dont use so im going to have to get credit and check the msg's
anyways i should go
night
picture this. its late, so its dark. about 11:48pm. you're in the car driving down the highway. you're surrounded by trees and its just been raining so you have that new rain smell.you're alone and upset.cant stop thinking about things then you realise tears are rolling down your face. thats where i wish i was right now. back home. i love london, but i have nothing to do when i'm upset here. i used to just jump in my car and take off.i wish things would go back to the way they were this time last year. I was happen, he was happy. we were one. but its time people (me) pick my ass up and move on. and you know what? I'm starting to. I'm guilty when it comes to bringing back old memories, good memories. why cant all people do that? see the good in people rather than the bad? I dunno. I've lost my best friend
on another note i was speaking to an old friend of mine back home whom i havent spoke to in ages. He wants me to move back home so he can take me out. I used to have a massive crush on him. dont get me wrong, he's still attractive. But i'm not ready for a realtionship now. friends are cool though. i dunno... i think i need to focus on school and keeping myself busy
which brings me to my last comment. i got a missed call from my school. was on my old phone which i dont use so im going to have to get credit and check the msg's
anyways i should go
night