Damn. So much. Been a bad writer type. Lets jump right in shall we??
Been working alot. I almost got my finger torn off by an evil gas cap on a runaway car. Luckily I saved the day and my finger by screaming and pounding on the hood of said car. Fuckers.
On Sunday I got this text message.
"I'm downtown. I need help. Call me."
This came from my friend/Ex, Vinka. I call her immediately and in a panicked voice she asks me if I can come pick her up. I say yes, grab my piece and jump in the car. The last time I got a "Help me" message from someone, I walked into an awful situation completely unprepared and it was fucking horrible and ugly. So, I get downtown where I am supposed to meet her. Blood adreneline pumping power through my head pipe and.....she comes downstairs with a computer monitor and a guitar case. Tells me she needed a ride. I lose it just a bit. I went from watching a movie on a lazy sunday to ready to do serious bodily injury to someone in 5 minutes. Not a head space I like to be in. Granted, I over reacted and should have figured out what was up when I called. But, the word HELP sends alarms bells and whistles off in my head and tells me not to waste time. It fucked me up for a couple of days. I don't like being ready to hurt people. I like being calm as a hindu cow. Interesting to see myself react.
I've had echo staying with me on and off for a week and a half or so. We have a strange friendship. If it is a friendship. I think it is becoming that. I've been battling some wretched killer insomnia for the last few months. Normally I sleep worse with someone in bed with me. She helps me sleep. I sleep well with her in the bed. It makes no sense. She is gorgeous. We are both highly sexed individuals, but nothing has happened between us. We both sleep in our under garments. We cuddle. We look at each other. And we sleep. I've been getting boat loads of snide comments from folks about her and I. There is no her and I. It is a bizzare, interesting situation. I like it though.
I have turned Jenna into a complete comic nerd. This makes me happy. She is reading one on my couch at this moment.
THE COMIC
It is out damn soon. I had almost forgotten. If you are interested in having a copy, try to suppost your local comic shop and ask them if they can order a copy. It is available through diamond distribution. If they won't order it, you can order it online at amazon. I am in a book that is being sold on Amazon....How trippy is that??
The other night Echo took me to a house that ended up being the single best thing I have done in Portland so far. Basement noise show. This guy is fucking amazing. Note the short shorts.....
40 year old guy wearing work boots, mike in his mouth, switching plugs, freaking out and making noise that I could totally get behind. Good to know there is a noise community here. I called Ken and made him listen to half of the show. He loves me. He told me so. Actually he said "I want to rip your esphagus out and wrap it aroundmy cock while I jack off." I take that to be a sign of love. Am I wrong?
Been working alot. I almost got my finger torn off by an evil gas cap on a runaway car. Luckily I saved the day and my finger by screaming and pounding on the hood of said car. Fuckers.
On Sunday I got this text message.
"I'm downtown. I need help. Call me."
This came from my friend/Ex, Vinka. I call her immediately and in a panicked voice she asks me if I can come pick her up. I say yes, grab my piece and jump in the car. The last time I got a "Help me" message from someone, I walked into an awful situation completely unprepared and it was fucking horrible and ugly. So, I get downtown where I am supposed to meet her. Blood adreneline pumping power through my head pipe and.....she comes downstairs with a computer monitor and a guitar case. Tells me she needed a ride. I lose it just a bit. I went from watching a movie on a lazy sunday to ready to do serious bodily injury to someone in 5 minutes. Not a head space I like to be in. Granted, I over reacted and should have figured out what was up when I called. But, the word HELP sends alarms bells and whistles off in my head and tells me not to waste time. It fucked me up for a couple of days. I don't like being ready to hurt people. I like being calm as a hindu cow. Interesting to see myself react.
I've had echo staying with me on and off for a week and a half or so. We have a strange friendship. If it is a friendship. I think it is becoming that. I've been battling some wretched killer insomnia for the last few months. Normally I sleep worse with someone in bed with me. She helps me sleep. I sleep well with her in the bed. It makes no sense. She is gorgeous. We are both highly sexed individuals, but nothing has happened between us. We both sleep in our under garments. We cuddle. We look at each other. And we sleep. I've been getting boat loads of snide comments from folks about her and I. There is no her and I. It is a bizzare, interesting situation. I like it though.
I have turned Jenna into a complete comic nerd. This makes me happy. She is reading one on my couch at this moment.
THE COMIC
It is out damn soon. I had almost forgotten. If you are interested in having a copy, try to suppost your local comic shop and ask them if they can order a copy. It is available through diamond distribution. If they won't order it, you can order it online at amazon. I am in a book that is being sold on Amazon....How trippy is that??
The other night Echo took me to a house that ended up being the single best thing I have done in Portland so far. Basement noise show. This guy is fucking amazing. Note the short shorts.....
40 year old guy wearing work boots, mike in his mouth, switching plugs, freaking out and making noise that I could totally get behind. Good to know there is a noise community here. I called Ken and made him listen to half of the show. He loves me. He told me so. Actually he said "I want to rip your esphagus out and wrap it aroundmy cock while I jack off." I take that to be a sign of love. Am I wrong?
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And I can't fuck you unless I'm not with boy, which I don't know, may or may not happen by then.
SG drama got me down.
fuck you and having echo sleep in your bed.
keep your ass sealed and shove away those whoring thoughts boy.
i'd like to meet you one day.
you should come to australia.