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Me siento mal, Me voy a la cama.
I feel sick, I'm going to bed.

Espero que tengas un buen fin de semana.
I hope you have a good weekend.

Feel free to correct my Spanish. I'm still learning!
kamuela:
i would but, apparently you know more than me. EL SUICIDO LOCO
kamuela:
ooo sounds like fun, I'm being lazy, I'm doing laundry too.
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It MUST be a full moon!! Damn.....I have to wait till next weekend. frown skull
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kamuela:
it will be the 1st 2nd and 3rd, sat sun mon. I''l go either sat or mon.
kamuela:
nothing, just being me. biggrin
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Is I get older the shorter my patience is. I had a long battle with drugs at a very young age even to the point I was in rehab twice before I was 18 years old. I'm realy thankful for that believe it or not because I see so many people strug out in there 30's and 40's. I have no patience for drunks or...
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kamuela:
Me and some friends (back when I was in South Dakota) gave our friend a choice, rehab or jail. Needless to say he went to jail. hated to do it but he was way past anything we could personaly do.
disccrimson:
Believe me, (and I remember when my world was like that color changing picture of yours) and I'm sure you remember how it was too. You have to think about what is best for you (not them). Sometimes, for whatever reason, putting others first becomes very important to onesself. But you cannot be an enabeler, and that's where most people would go wrong. It sounds lke you know what's up with that though. Other than that, there really is not very much you can do besides walking away or turning them in. I've had friends, co-workers, and loved ones try to invervien and it dosent really do anything. I remember going to a funrel of an addict (who I had known forever) only to go home and get high myself. Eventually I lost all the friends, still had my parents, but I had abandond them. It was a wonderfully lonly world that I lived in. I guess I wasn't worth anyones efforts.

But hey, I wouldnt want anyone do anything so I'd treat most people the same way. I guess I always felt that Iknew I was gonna come out of it eventually so I had a general additude of 'fuck-off'.

You might want to ask yourself who is this person to you. Are they someone that you would want to be with if you were strranded on an island and you could only take one person? if not, you might want to save yourself the energy. We all have the right to self destruct (I'm not saying that it IS right (or wrong)) but it is, simply, our right.

I guess the real questions are: what's the point? what would you get out of it? would your life be any better (or just less annoying)? how would taking some sort of action (walking away, calling help, whatever the case may be) impact your day-to-day way of life?

Sometimes you really need to take a few steps back and watch what's really going on for a while. In situations like this, that outside perspective is important because you need to know what you are doing, not what you think you are doing.

Make sense?
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WTF....I sooooo do not understand. I went out with two men recently and now both of them want a fucking commitment from me. Fuck!! I just got out of a 14 year relationship into a 7 year relationship and out of that and now that I am single I can't freakin go out with someone who doesn't want any strings attached.
Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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invisibleguy1975:
WTF?????

Jesus! You need to smash their heads together!
Whatever happened to just having a good time?

"No doubt, love, but as long as people are still having promiscuous sex with many anonymous partners without protection while at the same time experimenting with mind-expanding drugs in a consequence-free environment, I'll be sound as a pound!" - Austin Powers... 'nuff said really.

EL SUICIDO LOCO
brightredscream:
It's weird - usually guys go through that - not women haha
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Ok guys I put some pics up and I can't show anymore until I decide who I am going to get naked for. LOL
OOhhh and one min. I am going to the thing in Denver and the next I am not. Long story that I will not go into so I am just not going to say anything else about it. If I go...
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whiteout:
Drunks can be hilarious.
yourdead:
im bored frown
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Looks like I'm going to Denver in a few weeks for the 4th Annual Adult Film Star Ball. Geeesh what am I going to wear?? Who do you guys want pics of and I will try my best to get pics of your fave. porn stars. (Edit) No promises but I will try. I just have to see how things go cause I don't want...
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savana:
You know.. I'm not sure if I ever thanked you for the amazing comment on my set? If not, then I suck- and THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! I hope you have a great trip and well, how can you not when your going to a Porn convention wink
brightredscream:
Tera Patrick please....
Rob Rotten and his entourage as well if he's there wink
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OK, I'm just gunna say it...I really don't feel like I need to explain myself to anyone but just so you know...Yes I'm way older than most peeps on this site and I may seem short and to the point sometimes but that's just me. What you see is what you get. I am at the point in my life where silliness is just a...
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mayarix:
I am right there with you. I'm not looking for anything either. Nor do I really need someone to take care of me. And I'm not into man-bashing. Men are great people sometimes. Take care my friend and have a great week.
luh:
Thanks for the post and the PM's. It's nice to know where you stand with people so no guessing games get involved.
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Awwww, life is good.
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
kamuela:
hmmmm, did someone get laid, lol
kamuela:
eeewwww.... puke just jokin.

i can't make it to denver with ya, they got me teaching soccer classes every weekend this month and next.
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I need sleep. It's 8:33am and I just got home. If anyone finds my Monroe Piercing will you please page Dr. Greenthumb! LOL WoW!!!!! What a freakin night/morning!!!!!!!! Everytime I get like this I get a freakin piercing ripped out of my face, but no no I'm not complaining AT ALL. I just need to get it repierced cause it's all messed up. Last year...
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frolleinsuzy:
Sleep well darling. kiss
brightredscream:
Ouch to losing your monroe!
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Sickfest day two. ugh... I feel like someone ran me over last night. hehe
Have a great Sat. everyone I'm off for day two of Sickfest hummm I still feel drunk. I must behave today.
I need to apologize to someone for my bold actions last night but I don't think he would mind to much if I did it again. He didn't seem to...
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spooky520:
i am glad you are having a good time.........

have fun on day two.....

wish i was with you......now that would be fun wink
pantsr4squares:
I'm glad other people feel run over in the morning too!!! LOL biggrin
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EDIT........Forget anything I posted, I'm crunk. And it's a good thing!!
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