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god...I've been at work all night cooking and for some ass reason this bbq smell doesn't leave me...and I took a shower what the hell!!..
uh yeah I have a proposition for those who look upon my page... click on this here linkage ...and tell me what you think
MIRA!!
...what is your interpretation...what do you see in it...I'll tell you what I get out...
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zenhell:
ouroboric kundalini serpent entwined in the caballistic tree of the knowledge of good and evil skull
lucychromosome:
apparantly it doesn't provoke introspection......a bus? ...no haah it's about life ....a bus well really just takes you to the realization ...when will you arrive? surreal
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since I'm still being 'tested' to see if I am mentally ill...bipolar ..cause I've never been one to have severe flucuationg moods...but I did hallucinate..have delusions etc..etc.. that was one time(and a year ago)..and it was extremely justified .....but really what it boils down to was conflict and my avoidance of it...the situation ...was about 4 years of repression....so it goes to say that I...
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mamabunny:
yah- im not 21 yet. funny you mention elysium...they have a lot of cool weird bands and such there, a place i was looking forward to hanging out. thats in a couple months fucking finally. do you have any suggestions as far as meeting chicks there...cause that is a totally new thing for me. Im kinda scared of the whole bar scene.

thanks smile
mamabunny:
Hey- youre not in Mexico wink


Interesting.....

There was this really cute waitress at Kerby Lane, definetly some flirting going on. i wanted to talk to her but i got all lame and just wrote youre cute on the receipt haha.

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time for struggle...
I feel that most with this year without the blantant confusion of last year ..this is my last year of school ..next time this year I shoudl be clutching a diploma..not much for the paper I want to see artistic and spiritual development....."I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word...
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lil_billy_ben:
Sounds like a positive plan.


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the smoke behind me hisses what my damage could have been ..my blood before me begs me open up my heart again.

feliz navidad people
this past week has been cool I have deja vu almost everyday...one of my good friends graduated from san angelo state...my brother almost killed himself by falling asleep at the wheel ..and the chick I work with has a girlfriend...
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lil_billy_ben:
Marry xmas. smile

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spadez:
Ack... I can't believe leslie has a picture posted on SG...

Well okay it took me some searching to find but yikes... I really didn't mean to, honestly. skull
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so in light of this whole clearing shit out my life I actually met a girl...we've smoked a few times after work...but I still can't figure her out at least in the respect of her sexual perference.....and I really don't like to be that blunt when it could mean weird shit will surface haha we'll see ..school is over I'm making some *special* brownies... and...
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corvus_pdx:
Fingers Crossed.
escottie:
damn for random pretty nice austinites that disappear in a fog of marleyfest smoke...

ooo aaa
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....tabula rasa as they would say.....
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dedcrow:
i know i am a boy but... you have a very lovely "god just kill me" look about you... i think it is beautiful....
clicheguevara:
Haha, that would be funny. Maynard (of tool) has a shirt that says:
BUSH .. but instead of the s, is the nazi symbol. That made me giggle
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lil_billy_ben:
I'm taking wellbutrin and tegratol (the tegratol also helps with my epilepsy). I don't know about the effects of the other med your on but I've blazed and drank on wellbutrin but I know that the base chemical in wellbutrin (and zyban) is suposed to prevent people from getting high on opiats and opioids (heroin,morphine, codine,opium). so I guess it depends on your drug of choice.
fallen1carus:
as a girl who's pretty damned sure she likes girls, i agree. all those damned girls that wanna make out with you just because their boyfriend will think it's hot, or they think it's fun to make out but wouldn't ever actually do anything more cause they're STRAIGHT. dammit.
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yeah I am back feeling I lot better i hate being on anti-depressants I'm like shit I want to get back to school and my life but that will come with the time the same with the girl...and shit being able to browse the pics when I'm at home it's sort of hard to enjoy this site I can just see my mom shit her...
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corvus_pdx:
I think we share more than a birthday, and a love of naked girls...
smile

I've been on the anti-depressant trail myself.

I'm also coming to terms with who I am, versus what I let everyone else make me think I am.

Like a phoenix from the ashes...

Breaking free of the shell that has held your brilliance for far too long.
joyrider:
i hate meds too.
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I'm back after being sent to the loony bin...yeah I was living out girl, interrupted..a lot of it has to do with my sexuality and repressing telling those I love...so yeah I went with it and my girl cheated on her boyfriend with me and it was great the only thing is we are not together like I would like ....so I have to ask...
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solimond:
Sure enough. Spend time, don't expect anything. Nature finds balance. You will either evolve one way or the other.
joyrider:
yep, let it ride.
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strange things are happening...my favs change to missy on their own...hmmm..
pissed as all hell cause I was going to egypt with my fellow art classmates and the trip fell through all because of fucking imperialism and greed ..and fear basically that should tell you something when americans are not safe out of their own country...dammit!
revolution is on the horizon...I just feel it
life...
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glamerdork:
the state of the world right now pisses me off. It sucks you can't go on your trip to Eygpt. Who knows when the next time we'll ever feel safe to leave the country again will be. Fuck it all
zaftigg:
methinks your favourite girl changes to missy if your favourite girl gets bumped off the site. IE the latest to go was penelope.

cl0ck