time for struggle...
I feel that most with this year without the blantant confusion of last year ..this is my last year of school ..next time this year I shoudl be clutching a diploma..not much for the paper I want to see artistic and spiritual development....."I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word...
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I feel that most with this year without the blantant confusion of last year ..this is my last year of school ..next time this year I shoudl be clutching a diploma..not much for the paper I want to see artistic and spiritual development....."I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word...
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the smoke behind me hisses what my damage could have been ..my blood before me begs me open up my heart again.
feliz navidad people
this past week has been cool I have deja vu almost everyday...one of my good friends graduated from san angelo state...my brother almost killed himself by falling asleep at the wheel ..and the chick I work with has a girlfriend...
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feliz navidad people
this past week has been cool I have deja vu almost everyday...one of my good friends graduated from san angelo state...my brother almost killed himself by falling asleep at the wheel ..and the chick I work with has a girlfriend...
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lil_billy_ben:
Marry xmas. 
Billy
Ben
Billy
Ben
spadez:
Ack... I can't believe leslie has a picture posted on SG...
Well okay it took me some searching to find but yikes... I really didn't mean to, honestly.
Well okay it took me some searching to find but yikes... I really didn't mean to, honestly.
so in light of this whole clearing shit out my life I actually met a girl...we've smoked a few times after work...but I still can't figure her out at least in the respect of her sexual perference.....and I really don't like to be that blunt when it could mean weird shit will surface haha we'll see ..school is over I'm making some *special* brownies... and...
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corvus_pdx:
Fingers Crossed.
escottie:
damn for random pretty nice austinites that disappear in a fog of marleyfest smoke...
....tabula rasa as they would say.....
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dedcrow:
i know i am a boy but... you have a very lovely "god just kill me" look about you... i think it is beautiful....
clicheguevara:
Haha, that would be funny. Maynard (of tool) has a shirt that says:
BUSH .. but instead of the s, is the nazi symbol. That made me giggle
BUSH .. but instead of the s, is the nazi symbol. That made me giggle
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lil_billy_ben:
I'm taking wellbutrin and tegratol (the tegratol also helps with my epilepsy). I don't know about the effects of the other med your on but I've blazed and drank on wellbutrin but I know that the base chemical in wellbutrin (and zyban) is suposed to prevent people from getting high on opiats and opioids (heroin,morphine, codine,opium). so I guess it depends on your drug of choice.
fallen1carus:
as a girl who's pretty damned sure she likes girls, i agree. all those damned girls that wanna make out with you just because their boyfriend will think it's hot, or they think it's fun to make out but wouldn't ever actually do anything more cause they're STRAIGHT. dammit.
yeah I am back feeling I lot better i hate being on anti-depressants I'm like shit I want to get back to school and my life but that will come with the time the same with the girl...and shit being able to browse the pics when I'm at home it's sort of hard to enjoy this site I can just see my mom shit her...
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corvus_pdx:
I think we share more than a birthday, and a love of naked girls...
I've been on the anti-depressant trail myself.
I'm also coming to terms with who I am, versus what I let everyone else make me think I am.
Like a phoenix from the ashes...
Breaking free of the shell that has held your brilliance for far too long.
I've been on the anti-depressant trail myself.
I'm also coming to terms with who I am, versus what I let everyone else make me think I am.
Like a phoenix from the ashes...
Breaking free of the shell that has held your brilliance for far too long.
joyrider:
i hate meds too.
I'm back after being sent to the loony bin...yeah I was living out girl, interrupted..a lot of it has to do with my sexuality and repressing telling those I love...so yeah I went with it and my girl cheated on her boyfriend with me and it was great the only thing is we are not together like I would like ....so I have to ask...
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solimond:
Sure enough. Spend time, don't expect anything. Nature finds balance. You will either evolve one way or the other.
joyrider:
yep, let it ride.
strange things are happening...my favs change to missy on their own...hmmm..
pissed as all hell cause I was going to egypt with my fellow art classmates and the trip fell through all because of fucking imperialism and greed ..and fear basically that should tell you something when americans are not safe out of their own country...dammit!
revolution is on the horizon...I just feel it
life...
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pissed as all hell cause I was going to egypt with my fellow art classmates and the trip fell through all because of fucking imperialism and greed ..and fear basically that should tell you something when americans are not safe out of their own country...dammit!
revolution is on the horizon...I just feel it
life...
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glamerdork:
the state of the world right now pisses me off. It sucks you can't go on your trip to Eygpt. Who knows when the next time we'll ever feel safe to leave the country again will be. Fuck it all
zaftigg:
methinks your favourite girl changes to missy if your favourite girl gets bumped off the site. IE the latest to go was penelope.
cl0ck
cl0ck
hell yeah school is starting..i am moving the hell out of my hell ..which is where i live now...
I am finally taking the damn guitar class and photography hehe I got a scanner too fuckin finally so at least I can change my pic now.....change is good..
I keep having these lush surreal dreams of myself all tattooed up...I think it's a sign I...
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I am finally taking the damn guitar class and photography hehe I got a scanner too fuckin finally so at least I can change my pic now.....change is good..
I keep having these lush surreal dreams of myself all tattooed up...I think it's a sign I...
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joyrider:
the only thing i remember about texas was sitting on the steps of our trailor watching storm blowing towards oklahoma. there was a lot of dust. i think i was 3 when we lived in witchita falls.
lil_billy_ben:
(hed)PE
when I try to get a job and all of them require a piss test..what the fuck!!
I smoke the mary and I don't want to curb it just so some fuckin corportation can say oh yeah it works and keeps the american workforce clean, whatever..I worked with alcoholics and they sure have a hard ass time getting to work when they have a hangover...
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I smoke the mary and I don't want to curb it just so some fuckin corportation can say oh yeah it works and keeps the american workforce clean, whatever..I worked with alcoholics and they sure have a hard ass time getting to work when they have a hangover...
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lil_billy_ben:
Uh yah, sounds right on to me.
joyrider:
i practice a fusion of eastern philosophy + shamanism, really. how about you?
fuck drug tests in the eye.
fuck drug tests in the eye.
my new year's resolution is to stop smoking...
stop inhaling and start talking bout this world
and what has gone wrong in it...why we sit here and deny that we have sucked ourselves dry.
too concerned with the materialistic
we sit in our created worlds
drown out the screaming hate in reality,
money gives us what we need to keep our sanity..
as the machine...
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stop inhaling and start talking bout this world
and what has gone wrong in it...why we sit here and deny that we have sucked ourselves dry.
too concerned with the materialistic
we sit in our created worlds
drown out the screaming hate in reality,
money gives us what we need to keep our sanity..
as the machine...
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butterfly2:
Thanks. I got it from matazone.co.uk. I'll give you the extended link if you want. It's funnier than hell... they're short clips of the Goth Girl Catch me on AIM.
Catch me on AIM.
giga_geo:
wow, that is beautiful written and so true. well, i am off to go shopping (get the irony... haha... *sigh* i am a dork)
I saw the toadies play their last show ever and it was great....people never mosh like that anymore it was like a huge orgy of people going fuckin insane..
invinoveritas:
we don't have any music on the net yet but hope to have it soon.
Billy