lucychromosome

the free account was a billing error.. and maybe a marketing ploy for suicide girls to get older members to
re-join..
well I guess in the realm of the real world I will be hitting up nashville in a few days then back home to see Neko Case..

umm.. so after a long hiatus someone has allowed me to continue my foray into looking at naked women..
this person doesn't want me to know them.... I am quite confused as to who this could be anyways.
mostly because all my friends on here are erased. . and the other ones are inactive. .
in fact I only found one person who I know.....
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fuck I haven't really been on here since july.. well hehe .
anyways I will be leaving this site in months so fuck it eh .


here it doesn't seem I can make it apparant enough that yes I am a leabian . . and if I want to work on drawing figures I should be on here more often . which I am too...
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ichiban?

where do we go nobody knows
I saw charlie and el chocolate factory .
the squirrel scene was the shit
I have a certain affinity for squirrels

and most rodents


ok enough o that . .. .. .. .. apparantly I work with a suicidegirl..I had no idea.. ?? interesting ..




probalamente moving into a larger place. means I can throw paint .. and...
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COOKIE

uh yeah so double meanings...I think I need a snack

I hear a rap tap tapping at my chamber door
who gives a shit I know it's a bird..

whooo hahaa
ok well Ive been working for whole foods...and well there is a rat in that damn store...probably my management..
considering that 6 people in my dept got the axe based on claims that they were eating spoilage...although this was going on around the entire store in every dept and it was interchangeable ..so 3 of my good friends got to be scapegoats ...what...
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contemplation

"If God controls the land and disease,
keeps a watchful eye on me,
If he's really so damn mighty,
my problem is I can't see,
well who would wanna be?
Who would wanna be such a control freak?"


work has been excellent I've met new people ...haha it's great being an austinite it's interesting because I've always lived in small towns




well it seems...
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damn I had one of those come face to face with your shadow dreams...
these cats were biting me ...and it sorta freaked me out
then I woke up in my dream and I was in my apt.
I heard someone come inside I was all freaked out cause I'm here alone at the moment. They used the bathroom and walked back downstairs.
I looked...
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uh yeah it took me a while but I's back.. this pic is be throwing down the paint..

freedom isn't a 'state'

it is within all that you comprehend...noone can define it all the same.. a promotion by the engulfing flames...the pit of hell is right inside frontal ostracizing infuriates the place you come to praise and within the so-called supernatural force that is fed...
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it's called oppression.....

and it sucks

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Only now that you have taught me
(but how late) my lack
I see the chasm
and everything you are was making
my heart into a bridge
by which I might get back
from exile and grow man
and now the bridge is breaking

for this I bless you as the ruin falls

the pain you bring
far...
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god...I've been at work all night cooking and for some ass reason this bbq smell doesn't leave me...and I took a shower what the hell!!..
uh yeah I have a proposition for those who look upon my page... click on this here linkage ...and tell me what you think
MIRA!!
...what is your interpretation...what do you see in it...I'll tell you what I get out...
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since I'm still being 'tested' to see if I am mentally ill...bipolar ..cause I've never been one to have severe flucuationg moods...but I did hallucinate..have delusions etc..etc.. that was one time(and a year ago)..and it was extremely justified .....but really what it boils down to was conflict and my avoidance of it...the situation ...was about 4 years of repression....so it goes to say that I...
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