This journal is intended for those people out there who have nothing better to do with their petty little lives than spy on me.
Yes, I am a suicidegirl. It's a decision I made after much deliberation.
I didn't do it for the money.
I didn't do it for the attention.
I did it for reasons your bourgois little minds will never be able to understand.
Go ahead and tell Mom, I told her when I first applied. My mother is a wonderful supportive woman who I hide nothing from, and she's proud of me regardless. She knows all about the site and the wonderful people I've met on here.
Not for one second since I applied have I felt ashamed of this site. Suicidegirls has brought me nothing but happiness
and wonderful opportunity.
Say what you want about me, you will anyway and I already know what you think of me.
But I refuse to discuss my choices with you. I don't feel you merit an answer. So don't bring it up around me or be prepared to face my wrath.
I have been on my own for four years. Say what you will about me, but I have been living on my own terms and making my own decisions for years. I have faced the odds and I have come out triumphant. I am happy where I am and with who I am...I am truly happy with who I am. Can you say that about yourselves?
I'm where I want to be. And I did it on my own.
You, you mean nothing to me. Your words don't hurt. I'm just getting tired of hearing the same old rhetoric.
So kindly shut up and mind your own goddamned business.
Thank you,
B
P.S...when my books get published (and they will) don't call with your false congratulations.
The bridges burnt will never be rebuilt.
Yes, I am a suicidegirl. It's a decision I made after much deliberation.
I didn't do it for the money.
I didn't do it for the attention.
I did it for reasons your bourgois little minds will never be able to understand.
Go ahead and tell Mom, I told her when I first applied. My mother is a wonderful supportive woman who I hide nothing from, and she's proud of me regardless. She knows all about the site and the wonderful people I've met on here.
Not for one second since I applied have I felt ashamed of this site. Suicidegirls has brought me nothing but happiness
and wonderful opportunity.
Say what you want about me, you will anyway and I already know what you think of me.
But I refuse to discuss my choices with you. I don't feel you merit an answer. So don't bring it up around me or be prepared to face my wrath.
I have been on my own for four years. Say what you will about me, but I have been living on my own terms and making my own decisions for years. I have faced the odds and I have come out triumphant. I am happy where I am and with who I am...I am truly happy with who I am. Can you say that about yourselves?
I'm where I want to be. And I did it on my own.
You, you mean nothing to me. Your words don't hurt. I'm just getting tired of hearing the same old rhetoric.
So kindly shut up and mind your own goddamned business.
Thank you,
B
P.S...when my books get published (and they will) don't call with your false congratulations.
The bridges burnt will never be rebuilt.
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I am at the other end of my life, 63,
but I made much the same kind of one
to exactly the same world in 1968 when
I went off, and joined the Hippies. A year
later I was beginning to publish, and I have
ever since, If you send me an email I'll
attach a bibliography if you would like to see it.
But I just wanted to encourage you
to keep on being and growing as you are.
You are smart and beautiful, and independent.
It's a really hard combo to maintain.
I am too, for a dear Irishman of 63. Drago