sitting here looking at these four walls think about the past week saw peopel i really did not want to see they try to hard try to hard to be diffrent .
i shaved my head except for the hawk and to patchs of hair infront of my ears i lke the way it looks who cares if any one else does.
my art is slipping wasting away i fear i will never get into art school it coast so much i think i might aply for the N.N.C.F i can u know they have to let so many white people have a schalrship.
some people from here actully instant messaged me well only one person one time but it made me feel loved
@ntifest is coming up in aug. the 9th check the calendar page for details.
ok so im into this chick the one i wrote about last week well its funny i am completly calm with her i feel most relaxed like i did with my ex except she was a bitch and aj isnt but see she is not into my whole life stile the mohawk the punk rock the black cloths she is a normal gir wich is crazy i know . but see i dont know where to take her i dont want to take her to see bands she may not like but what do normal people do like bowling i dont know
later peps lets get back to this crappy art work shall we
i shaved my head except for the hawk and to patchs of hair infront of my ears i lke the way it looks who cares if any one else does.
my art is slipping wasting away i fear i will never get into art school it coast so much i think i might aply for the N.N.C.F i can u know they have to let so many white people have a schalrship.
some people from here actully instant messaged me well only one person one time but it made me feel loved
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
@ntifest is coming up in aug. the 9th check the calendar page for details.
ok so im into this chick the one i wrote about last week well its funny i am completly calm with her i feel most relaxed like i did with my ex except she was a bitch and aj isnt but see she is not into my whole life stile the mohawk the punk rock the black cloths she is a normal gir wich is crazy i know . but see i dont know where to take her i dont want to take her to see bands she may not like but what do normal people do like bowling i dont know
![eeek](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/eek.c88c4a705be2.gif)
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
later peps lets get back to this crappy art work shall we
![puke](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/puke.3724b71956e4.gif)
![blackeyed](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/punch.6a3d8a00b8f8.gif)
![skull](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/skull.4242d54c7e24.gif)
kludog:
my ex hated my music and stuff, i think you have to choose one or just compromise, like i would listen to hardcore only sometimes in the car then she would listen to her shit. it was hard cuz i love music and i couldnt stand her music. but when she left i found myself listenin to her shitty music. weird.