We broke up
The pretty cottage isn't happening anymore
This makes me sad.

One person is making me very happy.
I can't believe he's been in front of my eyes all this time, and i never really noticed.
He's actually perfect.
We've seen each other lots.
And i get butterflies all the time.

He makes me smile til my cheeks hurt.
And we have stupid amounts in common, right from the fact we were due to be born on the same day, to the fact we both hate hot drinks.
He hugs me all night, and tells me i'm beautiful and perfect, and he loves my kisses, and even the way i talk.
I feel stupidly happy right now.
And we have days where we just stay in bed listening to City and Colour and eating diary milk

Also, he likes hoummus just as much as i do

I might have to pinch myself to check this is real soon. I'd forgotten what this was like. Gah...im too happy.
But i should hush before i jinx this.
I think we're going on a roadtrip to middlesborough tomorrow

Random yes, but i don't really care.


Well im going to shut up now and stop being so mushy