Hiyaaa 
Been a little while, as always!
Well this is a quickie;
My bloodtest results showed that I was anaemic. No biggie, just have to take Iron tablets.
I'm going to make a couple of little appearances in Front magazine, one for my feet tattoos, and one in the alt girl D.I.Y bit. I'm nervous, but I get nervous about everything. Should be out in...
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Been a little while, as always!
Well this is a quickie;
My bloodtest results showed that I was anaemic. No biggie, just have to take Iron tablets.
I'm going to make a couple of little appearances in Front magazine, one for my feet tattoos, and one in the alt girl D.I.Y bit. I'm nervous, but I get nervous about everything. Should be out in...
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I am getting my bloodtest results tomorrow 
They called me in because they want to discuss them
Tonight, will be a night of no sleep. I'm worried sick.
Actually scared shitless.
They think I might be anaemic; feeling tired constantly, really pale, thin, dizzyness, abnormally low blood pressure...easily treated yes...
But my imagination has gone into overdrive and I'm imagining all sorts that could be...
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They called me in because they want to discuss them
Tonight, will be a night of no sleep. I'm worried sick.
Actually scared shitless.
They think I might be anaemic; feeling tired constantly, really pale, thin, dizzyness, abnormally low blood pressure...easily treated yes...
But my imagination has gone into overdrive and I'm imagining all sorts that could be...
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lil_hobo:
I'm sure youll be fine! Trust me I'm a doctor*!
*Okay a doctor in engineering but a doctors a doctor right??!
*Okay a doctor in engineering but a doctors a doctor right??!
Arghhh this is crazy As iff my account has been reactivated 
Why thankyou kind reactivator
Just been looking through everything I've written before, and about how obsessed and messed up after that guy I fell head over heels for, completely fucked me over.
The thing is, I'm so over that.
We will probably never speak again, and the girl he left me for, well...apparantly he's...
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As iff my account has been reactivated Why thankyou kind reactivator
Just been looking through everything I've written before, and about how obsessed and messed up after that guy I fell head over heels for, completely fucked me over.
The thing is, I'm so over that.
We will probably never speak again, and the girl he left me for, well...apparantly he's...
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shaun_swasa:
well done =]
jacobs:
good to have ya back and happy xxx
good to have ya back and happy xxxIt's over.
He's hurt me in unimaginable ways.
And left me feeling such a wreck that i can't possibly put into words what i'm feeling.
Although i wish there was a word.
Im such a stupid girl for trusting him.
A stupid, stupid girl.,
The past few months have been a total lie.
He's robbed me a quarter of the year
He's not destroying anymore.
He's hurt me in unimaginable ways.
And left me feeling such a wreck that i can't possibly put into words what i'm feeling.
Although i wish there was a word.
Im such a stupid girl for trusting him.
A stupid, stupid girl.,
The past few months have been a total lie.
He's robbed me a quarter of the year
He's not destroying anymore.
englishmetal:
Surely his loss beautiful.
Try and keep smiling
Try and keep smiling
I want to run away with my boy to essex 
He's just got a tattoo apprenticeship at a new studio opening in Essex and is moving away in a few months...maybe less.
He's asked me to go with him.
I want to be with him more than anything.
But i move in with my friend in a month, and i start uni in Nottingham in...
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He's just got a tattoo apprenticeship at a new studio opening in Essex and is moving away in a few months...maybe less.
He's asked me to go with him.
I want to be with him more than anything.
But i move in with my friend in a month, and i start uni in Nottingham in...
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My relationship is going terribly :/
We've been together a month and i constantly feel stressed. I feel as if he is taking me for a ride. I think he's seeing someone else. And yet, he knows exactly what to say to put it all right again.
He knows how to kiss everything better.
I feel pathetic.
I never wanted to be the little girl...
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We've been together a month and i constantly feel stressed. I feel as if he is taking me for a ride. I think he's seeing someone else. And yet, he knows exactly what to say to put it all right again.
He knows how to kiss everything better.
I feel pathetic.
I never wanted to be the little girl...
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brokenhouse:
aww sweetheart... i think you need to get rid and move on
easier said then done but you deserve to be treated better then that
big hugs
easier said then done but you deserve to be treated better then that
big hugs
matter:
Relationships are hard things to get used to. But its all abotu making sure the good times outweigh the bad times because if they dont then eventually it will all come crashing down.
Hope it works out with you being happy however it goes!
Hope it works out with you being happy however it goes!
So, i took advice from you lovelies and just learnt to relax
Some things are out of my control, and if my boy wants to take a back seat and choose to let me slip away, then that's something i'm going to have to accept. I just need to enjoy things while they're good, instead of letting the paranoia of losing grip get hold of...
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Some things are out of my control, and if my boy wants to take a back seat and choose to let me slip away, then that's something i'm going to have to accept. I just need to enjoy things while they're good, instead of letting the paranoia of losing grip get hold of...
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I feel like im so scared of fucking this up, that i'm not acting like myself with him anymore,
And therefore fucking it up anyways :/
Gah
And therefore fucking it up anyways :/
Gah
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jessizzle:
my parents hated my boy as well and they still do but fuck it - 2 years later and im the happiest jessizzle there was and im not gonna be answering up 2 them 4 the rest of my life.
dont worry bout fucking up as well - we all do it. ull laugh about it one day - together or not
dont worry bout fucking up as well - we all do it. ull laugh about it one day - together or not
forcefield:
One word. Relax.
x
x
One step fowards and two steps back
Gah...the rents aren't keen on my boy.
Or more to the point, they think i've jumped into a new relationship wayy too fast.
This sucks big time, because i've never felt like this about anyone, and they just can't see it.
I just wish i could talk about him without them rolling their eyes and having the 'whatever'...
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Gah...the rents aren't keen on my boy.
Or more to the point, they think i've jumped into a new relationship wayy too fast.
This sucks big time, because i've never felt like this about anyone, and they just can't see it.
I just wish i could talk about him without them rolling their eyes and having the 'whatever'...
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liam_the_zombie:
I know exactly what you mean, I met (literally) the girl of my dreams. My soulmate.
Although my parents do like my girl, I think did think I jumped into a relationship too fast.
Give it sometime and they'll see how happy your boy is making you, and they'll love him for making you so happy.
x
Although my parents do like my girl, I think did think I jumped into a relationship too fast.
Give it sometime and they'll see how happy your boy is making you, and they'll love him for making you so happy.
x
scotty:
Thank you
We broke up
The pretty cottage isn't happening anymore
This makes me sad.
One person is making me very happy.
I can't believe he's been in front of my eyes all this time, and i never really noticed.
He's actually perfect.
We've seen each other lots.
And i get butterflies all the time.
He makes me smile til my cheeks hurt.
And we have stupid...
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The pretty cottage isn't happening anymore
This makes me sad.
One person is making me very happy.
I can't believe he's been in front of my eyes all this time, and i never really noticed.
He's actually perfect.
We've seen each other lots.
And i get butterflies all the time.
He makes me smile til my cheeks hurt.
And we have stupid...
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squee:
It's nice to hear mushyness
forcefield:
Wow, guess we just never know whats around the corner!
xxx
xxx
Yay good times!
Booked my tattoo for 14th February, Valentines day
Getting both my footsies done At Rampant Ink, Netherfield.
Someone please honetly tell me though, exactly how much does it hurt?
I just booked a holiday for me and my boy to go to Cornwall for a week, and we're staying the cutest cottage by the sea for a week! This is where i'm...
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Booked my tattoo for 14th February, Valentines day
Getting both my footsies done
At Rampant Ink, Netherfield. Someone please honetly tell me though, exactly how much does it hurt?
I just booked a holiday for me and my boy to go to Cornwall for a week, and we're staying the cutest cottage by the sea for a week! This is where i'm...
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just_settle:
eeee can't wait to be in that cottage with you and we're gonna find the most secluded beach for those photos so as not to get spotted by random old men walking their dogs haha!!
and we're gonna find the most secluded beach for those photos so as not to get spotted by random old men walking their dogs haha!!
forcefield:
Gorgeous cottage! Looking forward to seeing the results!
xxx
xxx
Can't wait to see you in it