Saturday Dec 01, 2012

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Now I realize that I am going to be alone for a long time. Anyone whom I attract is interested only in sex. I am attracted to few people and those ignore my existence for the most part. It seems if I want any type of intimate companionship, I need to become someone's sex toy.

This is utterly depressing. Definitely crying to let out...
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hooeylewis:

*Hugs* I am sorry to hear about your love life. I sent you a Christmas card a few days ago. I hope it does not get lost in the mail.

ninadelamorte:

I wish I didn't suck so much lately. Life's been a bit crazy for me these past few months...hell past few years!

Wish I could so something to make you feel better.
frown

Tuesday Oct 23, 2012

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I am staying as I look for full time work to replace the two part time jobs.
Active in Toastmasters and doing well in their program.
Stepmother bought my train ticket home for Christmas.
Will be paying off one of my credit cards sooner than anticipated.
Looking at laser eye surgery after said credit card is paid off.
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nolongerhere:

You are welcome to come over for lunch/dinner any time. We have a guest bed!

ninadelamorte:

Have I told you lately that I love you?

Well we both know the answer to that because I suck and have been negleting everyone lately including myself.

Miss you.
<3

Monday Aug 13, 2012

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nolongerhere:

<3
I'm rewatching the first season with the 11th Doctor right now!

Friday Aug 03, 2012

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My grocery job is making me cry. They schedule me sometimes when I am unavailable and sleeping. When I point it out, supervisor makes me feel like shit. I need two jobs to make ends meet unfortunately.
hooeylewis:

Grocery jobs can really suck and those places have a bad habit of hiring shitty supervisors.

gi_jo:

having a job you hate is the worst. good luck finding something to get you by.

Saturday Jul 07, 2012

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Working two jobs now. Week one of training at new job is done. two days off and then seven days on next week plus new job is midnight shift. Week 1 - 60hr Week 2 - 70hr. After these two weeks, it'll go "normal' to 30-40hr/wk between the two jobs.

I am a sore panda. Knees and feet demand better shoes and more weight loss...
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nolongerhere:

Happy birthdaaaaaaaaay!

polygirlaz:

Miss you

Monday Jun 04, 2012

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What did the Buddhist say to the hot dog vendor?








Make me one with everything.


Give me your jokes, people!
nolongerhere:

A neutron goes into a bar and asks "How much for a beer?"
Bartender: "For you, no charge!"

Wednesday May 30, 2012

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I had my medical interview with the military today. I am "healthy" but not fit. The Warrant Officer called me out on my shitty (read: non-existent) push ups and questioned me about why I believe I'd be successful if I returned to the CF. Strangely, I did not take offence. I accepted the criticism, talked about turning my life around, and remarked that I...
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oxy:

Thats a good attatude you have there smile

hooeylewis:

Awesome attitude. I can finally do pushups again now that my arm is almost better.

Wednesday May 23, 2012

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My "friend" dumped me via text today. It's a bit depressing. He is a recovering alcoholic so this may have to do with his life changes and i cannot fault him for that. i may have a new friend on the hook but I am not optimistic.
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gujsel:

kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss

hooeylewis:

Aww I am sorry *HUGS*

Friday Apr 20, 2012

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There was a naked singalong in my room the other night. I was serenaded between orgasms and now my "friend" leaves for a month. *le sigh*
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ninadelamorte:

Oh paint me a little jealous.
tongue

giggles:

haha