well, today will be fun....
Before I go to work. I play urban terror with a bunch
of weirdos online. Then I go to work. Then I come home. Then I play urban terror with a bunch of weirdos online. Then I go to bed. Then I do the same thing the day after, then the day after that.......
Grr. Someone come hang out with...
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Before I go to work. I play urban terror with a bunch
of weirdos online. Then I go to work. Then I come home. Then I play urban terror with a bunch of weirdos online. Then I go to bed. Then I do the same thing the day after, then the day after that.......
Grr. Someone come hang out with...
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hmmm....
grrrrrrr.
life is just so FUN, isn't it?
HA!!!!!!!
I've decided that Im gonna go insane
grrrrrrr.
life is just so FUN, isn't it?
HA!!!!!!!
I've decided that Im gonna go insane

eponine:
weren't you already insane?*
maybe try happy...ya know, something new?
* ...the above was said in a nice way, not in a sarcastic bitch way.
maybe try happy...ya know, something new?
* ...the above was said in a nice way, not in a sarcastic bitch way.
lostomen:
meh, tried happy. It dont like me.
insanity however, is more at my disposal.
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insanity however, is more at my disposal.
[Edited on Jun 16, 2003]
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vastad:
Thank you for the wishes....I return them for whatever you'd like most in your life
btw I've read Siddartha and The Alchemist too...

btw I've read Siddartha and The Alchemist too...
eponine:
i got your email.
again, i don't know what to say.
again, i don't know what to say.
NEVERMIND
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vastad:
nice...
I can't find any of those 80's songs except Frank Sinatra...
I can't find any of those 80's songs except Frank Sinatra...
vastad:
It came up, and it went away again. I'm really determined to get over my old hang ups...
....it has really been too long. these pointless circles...
....it has really been too long. these pointless circles...
I sees not the authentic among itself and others sleeping. There, somewhere, is a sleepless calm; a watcher, ignorant of time, displaced, waiting. through this no-thing there is reflection into I. A reflection of a pseudo journey full of pseudo perceptions. I leave I behind, I fall away.
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blasfemme:
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
awesome verbiage, yours??
yet another delightful side you share.
hope you had a good day

awesome verbiage, yours??
yet another delightful side you share.
hope you had a good day

germany:
thanks santa i've never gotten one of those. i feel so special. you are officially my first, and quite possibly only desktop artist...yippeeeee
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Today was cool.
Went to meet my friend Joe at work so we could go hit some golf balls at the driving range. Turns out our boss was there, Pete, so I asked if he wanted to come. He said he'd be down for a quick nine, as opposed to the range. Its pretty damn funny, he just up and abandoned work to come play...
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Went to meet my friend Joe at work so we could go hit some golf balls at the driving range. Turns out our boss was there, Pete, so I asked if he wanted to come. He said he'd be down for a quick nine, as opposed to the range. Its pretty damn funny, he just up and abandoned work to come play...
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Went out and ate at this little Italian restaurante called Valente's. Perfect place to take a girl for a date, its the coziest and most charming place i've ever eatin in. Makes you feel like you're at some diner in Italy. Wish a had a cute girl to take there damnitall. It always sux when you're alone and you see couples everywhere, sorta makes the...
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vastad:
I know how you feel about singledom.
For Love or Money?...hmm...what will they think of next? The Running Man? Oh wait, Arnie already made a movie...darn!
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What the hell did HAARP stand for anyway...I oughtta pick up that book: 'Angels don't play this HAARP' sometime...I hear it's real good conspiracy fodder.
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Memento was very good. I love how it twisted what you thought...that nothing could be trusted. And in the end...Guy Pearce's character was the psycho....
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I'm an Indian food man myself when it comes to romantic evenings. Specifically North Indian with an emphasis on vegetable and chicken dishes.
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referring to an earlier post on Morrowind: I avoid the editor things because I have not much of a life as it is, and I dare not give myself something more to remove myself from the world with.
I'd actually love to make an update of Herzog Zwei and implement a few ideas of my own into it. Maybe a Javascript version if I ever decide to teach myself Java.
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For Love or Money?...hmm...what will they think of next? The Running Man? Oh wait, Arnie already made a movie...darn!
***
What the hell did HAARP stand for anyway...I oughtta pick up that book: 'Angels don't play this HAARP' sometime...I hear it's real good conspiracy fodder.
***
Memento was very good. I love how it twisted what you thought...that nothing could be trusted. And in the end...Guy Pearce's character was the psycho....
***
I'm an Indian food man myself when it comes to romantic evenings. Specifically North Indian with an emphasis on vegetable and chicken dishes.
***
referring to an earlier post on Morrowind: I avoid the editor things because I have not much of a life as it is, and I dare not give myself something more to remove myself from the world with.
I'd actually love to make an update of Herzog Zwei and implement a few ideas of my own into it. Maybe a Javascript version if I ever decide to teach myself Java.
[Edited on Jun 10, 2003]
GOD, what an utterly empty and sorrowfull day. The end of it was fun though, hanging out by the lake drinking hot chocolate with julie. It made me feel happy. I wasn't looked down on as a bother, or as an ill acquantance, or an obligation. I was looked at as a simple friend to share a warm drink and some stories with. Such a...
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jivesucka52:
The meaning of life is good friends, good beverages, and good conversation. Sounds like a perfect day.
lostomen:
well, it ended pretty well. 
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[Edited on Jun 09, 2003]
The start of my day was boring.
Im bored right now.
I'll probably be bored later.
I think im gonna go buy the new metallica album, even though I can't afford it.
lemme see.....yes.. Some Bob Marley lyrics.
Anyone recall the name of this song? I only remember a part of the lyrics.
****
Is my imagination playin' tricks on me
You've changed. Mighty srtange....
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Im bored right now.
I'll probably be bored later.
I think im gonna go buy the new metallica album, even though I can't afford it.
lemme see.....yes.. Some Bob Marley lyrics.
Anyone recall the name of this song? I only remember a part of the lyrics.
****
Is my imagination playin' tricks on me
You've changed. Mighty srtange....
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eponine:
don't make me cds.
i don't want to keep your books.
i just want to be left alone, really.
sorry.
don't make me cds.
i don't want to keep your books.
i just want to be left alone, really.
sorry.
soooo cool...
:hel: