lostandlonely

things are better now. im dealing and im not so scared. things are looking up. im 19 weeks along and im starting top show. i saw josh (babys daddy) for the first time in like 3 months yesterday and he totally freaked out when he saw me.good thing is that he wants to actually be a part of the baby's life. he also says that he will definately pay child support, which will be good, considering the fact that i can't afford to raise a baby on my own.
i find out if its a boy or a girl on the 20th im very excited. woohoo!
i love fall! its such a great time of year.
im actually feeling pretty good about everything, so i love everyone and have a great day!