I want to tell you all about some really screwed up crap.
I haven't dreamed in more than a month. Maybe even two months. I heard that if you don't dream, it's a sign that you are going mad. Either that, or because I used caffeine pills to adjust to night shift. I don't know. But anyways, I haven't dreams in a long time...
Until...
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I haven't dreamed in more than a month. Maybe even two months. I heard that if you don't dream, it's a sign that you are going mad. Either that, or because I used caffeine pills to adjust to night shift. I don't know. But anyways, I haven't dreams in a long time...
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My war against the world is going terribly.
Job search: Sparse.
Writing: One poem, and climbing slowly.
Mood: Sour as ever.
Current Job: Sucks major goat balls.
I was able to see my friend today. Guess who? Go on, guess...
The visit went ok. She didn't bring her Tau army. However, her other friend brought his Tyranids. I didn't get a chance to play however....
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Job search: Sparse.
Writing: One poem, and climbing slowly.
Mood: Sour as ever.
Current Job: Sucks major goat balls.
I was able to see my friend today. Guess who? Go on, guess...
The visit went ok. She didn't bring her Tau army. However, her other friend brought his Tyranids. I didn't get a chance to play however....
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jade:
things will get better! You just have to do the boss' crotch hitting ritual... That'll get rid of the curse! 
Hope things get better soon...
Hope things get better soon...
I promised a poem. Its a rough draft, so I think it needs more work. But so far, i'm somewhat satisfied with the first poetry I have written in almost four years.
Title? Not sure. Any suggestions?
Think love can be easy, well it is.
For the audacious, and the brave.
What will it be, when brave isnt me?
Then maybe youll notice if I...
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Title? Not sure. Any suggestions?
Think love can be easy, well it is.
For the audacious, and the brave.
What will it be, when brave isnt me?
Then maybe youll notice if I...
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raged44:
well, I don't read poetry, infact I hate it. But i did try to read it. which is a lot fo me... It would b e lik etrying someones baked sardines. YOu hate them but you nible a bit.... I nibled I still hate poetry but I tried. 
So I wil not have an opinion....
GOod job writing a poem. I could never wrie one. cept, when I am all twtserpated.....
um
well
eh
GO STRONGBADIA!!
Travis
So I wil not have an opinion....
GOod job writing a poem. I could never wrie one. cept, when I am all twtserpated.....
um
well
eh
GO STRONGBADIA!!
Travis
Lord_Shade is going to WAR!!!!!!!!!!!!
Just like the Battlestar Galactica has been pulled out of decommission to fight the Cyclons, so too are my Space Marines getting out of my case for a serious case of WARGAMES!
It's been awhile since I played, and I want to be ready when I face the Tau and the Tyranids. I'm coming up with new strategies, revising old...
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Just like the Battlestar Galactica has been pulled out of decommission to fight the Cyclons, so too are my Space Marines getting out of my case for a serious case of WARGAMES!
It's been awhile since I played, and I want to be ready when I face the Tau and the Tyranids. I'm coming up with new strategies, revising old...
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hippomonki:
POEM 1: We can just sit here, we can
talk about the weather. Or we can talk about
the rain.
i really liked these lines...
any how i was curious if you have seen the anime outlaw star?
caus ewhen i read your blog i totally get a gene starwind next episode narration in my head...
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talk about the weather. Or we can talk about
the rain.
i really liked these lines...
any how i was curious if you have seen the anime outlaw star?
caus ewhen i read your blog i totally get a gene starwind next episode narration in my head...
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lord_shade:
Outlaw Star...
Love its theme song. Got halfway through it with the anime club until they moved onto "She The Ultimate Weapon"
Love its theme song. Got halfway through it with the anime club until they moved onto "She The Ultimate Weapon"
This is Lord_Shade, calling you from Exile.
Good morning folks!
I'm looking forward to this week. A couple of friends of mine (you know who... *L*) are coming to Calgary. They're really cool in real life, a blast to hang out with. Hopefully, I can reach them soon and see what's up with them.
(Editor's notes: Names withheld, because I have no clue how much...
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Good morning folks!
I'm looking forward to this week. A couple of friends of mine (you know who... *L*) are coming to Calgary. They're really cool in real life, a blast to hang out with. Hopefully, I can reach them soon and see what's up with them.
(Editor's notes: Names withheld, because I have no clue how much...
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Ohayo!!!!!
I seriously have to learn some real Japanese, instead of peppering my conversation with the occasional word. First, get off night shift, then I can go to night school for such a language. But where, praytell?
At least, I have something I want to do now. I want to learn Japanese. I want to join the JET program by 2005. To be learned, I...
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I seriously have to learn some real Japanese, instead of peppering my conversation with the occasional word. First, get off night shift, then I can go to night school for such a language. But where, praytell?
At least, I have something I want to do now. I want to learn Japanese. I want to join the JET program by 2005. To be learned, I...
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Hey everybody! Welcome to my blog! Thanks to all those whom said hi. I appreciate hearing from you people. Let's hope to more correspondance.
Sorry about the lack of updates during the weekend. I was kept busy socially, and my boss took away one of my day's off. He may be a dick, but an extra day's pay helps during the holiday season.
I had...
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Sorry about the lack of updates during the weekend. I was kept busy socially, and my boss took away one of my day's off. He may be a dick, but an extra day's pay helps during the holiday season.
I had...
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raged44:
I hate advice. but here is a tiny bit.
Next time whether you like her or not, GO! Your feelings of discontent and slight desperation ARE the result of lack of social expierience. Just liek anything else in life you have to practice being social. You MUST go OUT! you must say yes even if there is no feelings there.
I suggest you go out for coffee spontaniously with some you know this week. When they ask why, tell them because your bored. When you get there TALK, TALK TALK TALK. when they ask you why or whats going on change the subject to anything... Anything at all!
thats all, Your journal rocks though I like your honesty
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Next time whether you like her or not, GO! Your feelings of discontent and slight desperation ARE the result of lack of social expierience. Just liek anything else in life you have to practice being social. You MUST go OUT! you must say yes even if there is no feelings there.
I suggest you go out for coffee spontaniously with some you know this week. When they ask why, tell them because your bored. When you get there TALK, TALK TALK TALK. when they ask you why or whats going on change the subject to anything... Anything at all!
thats all, Your journal rocks though I like your honesty
[Edited on Dec 11, 2003 1:17PM]
Ohayo! Welcome back to my blog! I just got off graveyard shift, and i'm thanking god that my testicles didn't freeze off. Who knows, I might need those in the future. *L*
So far, it has been a strange day. A balance of good and bad things have happened.
The bad? When I was cleaning floors, I happened upon a small packet containing a dried,...
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So far, it has been a strange day. A balance of good and bad things have happened.
The bad? When I was cleaning floors, I happened upon a small packet containing a dried,...
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thistle:
hi!
rae:
hey there.. how are you
Hello again, and welcome to my blog!
I'm feeling better today. Had a good night's sleep. Had a good shower. Some breakfast....
Still a bit tired. But nightshift will do that to you. Hope to find something soon, because it feels like do or die.
Aya just critiqued my blog. Thanks Aya! I have much respect for her, because of her honesty and intelligence. Her...
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I'm feeling better today. Had a good night's sleep. Had a good shower. Some breakfast....
Still a bit tired. But nightshift will do that to you. Hope to find something soon, because it feels like do or die.
Aya just critiqued my blog. Thanks Aya! I have much respect for her, because of her honesty and intelligence. Her...
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aya:
Esthero rocks beyond human conception.
Nelly Furtado and she worked together back when Nelly was "Nell Star".
The song is called "I Feel You" and is without a doubt my personal favourite songs EVER. A great example of fusion/trip-hop. Go download it - it may be a little hard to find.
Nelly Furtado and she worked together back when Nelly was "Nell Star".
The song is called "I Feel You" and is without a doubt my personal favourite songs EVER. A great example of fusion/trip-hop. Go download it - it may be a little hard to find.
*I am seriously imaging the music in Resident Evil where they mention a diary entry. I believe it was Nemesis...*
Hello, and welcome back to my blog, those few who read it, that is. But no worries, it's only my second day.
I just woke up, after doing graveyard shift at the mall again (name withheld for privacy reasons). I don't like graveyard shift. I...
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Hello, and welcome back to my blog, those few who read it, that is. But no worries, it's only my second day.
I just woke up, after doing graveyard shift at the mall again (name withheld for privacy reasons). I don't like graveyard shift. I...
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aya:
SG rocks like that. Tons of cool people to meet.
I'm now going to critique your critique on your life. It's going to suck, but I'm a Virgo and I'm darn good at point out flaws.
So you don't have your ideal job. Not yet. It takes awhile. Also, there is ABSOLUTELY NOTHING about being a janitor. My mother had a masters degree in teaching before she moved to Canada and worked in factories, on assembly lines, and as a janitor.
Just keep your head up and ears open.
That, and interview skills are learned, not innate. Don't get bent up over it.
And there's a huge difference between being Christian and Christian-like. I'm far from Christian in faith, but I have a deep understanding of the faith and know that to be christian like, you simply must carry a general love and respect for human dignity. So long as you do, you can't fall far. Religion is different than faith - if you're communicating with God, missing mass shouldn't be an issue faith-wise (although it may be social-wise).
You'll be fine. Just look up - and out. There's always light at the end of the tunnel.
PS - Looking at nekkid pictures of me isn't an issue of decency to me. If it is to you, I'm not going to press it. I just wanted to let you know that this is my expression of my sexual self and I'm rather proud of it. And a part of being proud of that sexual aspect is sharing it with the world.
I'm now going to critique your critique on your life. It's going to suck, but I'm a Virgo and I'm darn good at point out flaws.
So you don't have your ideal job. Not yet. It takes awhile. Also, there is ABSOLUTELY NOTHING about being a janitor. My mother had a masters degree in teaching before she moved to Canada and worked in factories, on assembly lines, and as a janitor.
Just keep your head up and ears open.
That, and interview skills are learned, not innate. Don't get bent up over it.
And there's a huge difference between being Christian and Christian-like. I'm far from Christian in faith, but I have a deep understanding of the faith and know that to be christian like, you simply must carry a general love and respect for human dignity. So long as you do, you can't fall far. Religion is different than faith - if you're communicating with God, missing mass shouldn't be an issue faith-wise (although it may be social-wise).
You'll be fine. Just look up - and out. There's always light at the end of the tunnel.
PS - Looking at nekkid pictures of me isn't an issue of decency to me. If it is to you, I'm not going to press it. I just wanted to let you know that this is my expression of my sexual self and I'm rather proud of it. And a part of being proud of that sexual aspect is sharing it with the world.
Good day, everyone.
I'm a bit new to the blog business, so I think an introduction is in order. I am Lord_Shade. I have gone under other nicknames, such as NewDT and PariaH. Pretentious... one's a title, the other's a play on words that smacks of fake intelligence, and the other screams martyr complex.
*Shrugs* I warn you, I am unapologetic. Melodramatic or not, I...
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I'm a bit new to the blog business, so I think an introduction is in order. I am Lord_Shade. I have gone under other nicknames, such as NewDT and PariaH. Pretentious... one's a title, the other's a play on words that smacks of fake intelligence, and the other screams martyr complex.
*Shrugs* I warn you, I am unapologetic. Melodramatic or not, I...
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I recognize you.