1. Film something with my GoPro camera once a week, and cut everything together at the end of next year for a "My 2015" video.
2. Stop being so hard on myself in every aspect of life.
3. Love with my whole heart, the right people, and get rid of the wrong ones.
4. Put $10,000 away in the bank.
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I mean, they never put forth half the effort for me that I put for them.
So why do I feel guilty for not caring enough to organize something with them? I'm only in town for 5 more days.
If all there was to my life was eating, drinking, sleeping, working out, paintballing, smoking, getting tattooed, lots and lots and lots of sex, and honest to goodness love.
Why is all of that too much to ask for?
Somebody should kick me in the balls every time I have such a stupid emotional reaction to something.
I have no car, few friends, and no freedom. Can't smoke cigarettes, drink, or do anything else really.
I suppose I'm just grumpy cause I'm nicotine deficient and a little lonely. I'm really in heat.