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Please tell me that not everyone dies mentally and then just waits for the rest of their body to follow suit. And please say that in that fucked up waiting they don't simply consume, vote in those that keep life "comfertable", and otherwise try to make others fit into their miserable little world. skull

It was 3:30 in the afternoon and I was playing the drums...
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yuriko_violet:
nice talking to you. you're a very interesting person.
y.v.
evil_homer:
Wow, you have some of the worst luck with the law I've ever seen! Does this mean the next encounter will be the third strike? Perhaps you'll be busted for jaywalking when you cross the residential street to get to your car or you'll be arrested for spitting because "nothing other than bird feathers and leaves should ever fall to the ground". At least you're dog's well-trained in exacting revenge; now you need him to defecate on the porch of the neighbor who called you in. Chico's also a bad town for noise violations though, so I know what it's like. A year or so back the radio station had the Velvet Teen play in a residential area and at 8 PM on a Saturday. After the opening band we were told to shut down... We just nodded and said "certainly", and then proceeded to shut and ghetto-soundproof the doors with coats, sweaters, and jackets after the cop left. An hour later when the cops were called back, the band was done and we were quietly dismantling the set. tongue



As far as tattoos... no, I can't think of any lyrics that resonate with so deeply that I want them on me forever. Although I kinda wanted "Love Will Tear Us Apart" tattooed for a while, but then I saw that Jade Puget from AFI had that on his arm and I didn't feel like being seen as ripping him off...

Oh yeah, and if you remember, listen tomy radio show tomorrow (Wed) from 6-8. And I'll be on IM during the whole show (my sn is goutroy) so if you want to make a request or anything, just holla at'cha boy. (I don't know what I just said there. If I propositioned you, I didn't mean to, and if I cursed you with a rain of frogs, I'm sorry.)
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When things go good the writing is a little less colorful...but I guess that is to be expected.

So yeah, there was Earth Day festivities on campus today and there was finally a forum where people were somewhat open to some worthwhile ideas. Our environmental studies class was assigned to at least set up our group projects and take a look around, but my group...
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rosemarie:
Good morning Billyboy! I have been away for a few days and have missed my friends here.
I found out about Earth Day when it was nearly over. I wish I had known before, I would've done something to help- Instead I rang up $8,000 worth of fancy food for rich people who are snobby and probably don't recycle.
You have a crush! Yay. Crushes and springtime go together quite nicely.
Just checking in...
Have a wonderful rest of the weekend. it's supposed to be beautiful. miao!!
nina:
thanks for your comment sweeetness....
crushes!!! yeah!
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Half-naked, late, conversing with holy rollers, reflecting, Elliott Smith, and preaching (on their part and mine)...

...a day in the life.

In the midst of my getting ready for work today I was visited by some Jehovah's Witnesses asking if I knew "god" by name...why do these great opportunities for such rousing debate come at times that catch me completely off guard.

Had I not...
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rotten:
jehovah witnesses puke puke puke
yuriko_violet:
I worship cuthulu. just say that in a really goofy voice.
I just found out that clear channel owns the filmore and the warfield in san francisco. blech. I want to email conor and bitch him out for playing there. I am going to (gasp) email you my phone number.
y.v.
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wan \WAHN\, adjective:
1. Having a pale or sickly hue; pale; pallid.
2. Lacking vitality, as from weariness, illness, or
unhappiness; feeble.
3. Lacking in intensity or brightness; dim or feeble.

Her pale, pinched lips, sunken eyes and wan, haggard cheeks
presented a mournful contrast to her former self.


I can always count on the Dictionary.com word of the day to greet me in my...
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captaincrass:
Nature is blind to the confined ideas of man and his actions, and therefore; like everthing else that we think is subordinate, it is showing us how pathetic and selfish humans are. When you say "garden", your really just saying "mans manipulation of earth for his own pleasure". We have dissociated ourselves from earth so much that we clear-cut forrests, but then plant a rose bush in our yard and feel good about it. I guess we need that kind of "in touch" in our greed for space. Besides, who has time to actually go out into nature anyways, and think of all the bugs.

Or maybe its just a rose bush.
nina:
your a hip, good lookin guy... how would you like to be approached by a girl? i need some pointers.

the rose bush is showing you that escape is impossible but adaptation is always within reach...
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a sword, a switchblade, any way you cut it
i'm not afraid, i know i'm going to get it oh maker! of such fine products
as palm trees, and the dead sea
don't pardon me, there's nothing rude
things conclude, things conclude!


So when I said I hoped the judge would throw the book at me in the last journal entry...that was a sarcastic comment....
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james:
oh man, vegan sushi, thers this place here in COnn. that makes all kinds of sushi including vegan sushi, its amazing. they put things you wouldnt put to think in it and sometimes you dont even know what it is but youre like damn that tastes good. I heart good food. love
yuriko_violet:
sam works at a sushi bar.
y.v.
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I have to drive two hours to my friends house tonight then I get to get up at the crack of dawn to go to court for the vile crime of drinking in public which I commited...I hope they throw the book at me because I am clearly a pariah who must stopped!!! Ugghhh this is so absurd mad mad mad

Anyway, I need to get to cleaning...
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evil_homer:
Chico needs no people such as you tainting our town's wholesome name with your drunkenness! confused

Well, good luck in court!
james:
hey i looked at your pics for the first time, youre such a cutie!
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When it comes to getting your hair cut you need to know going in that you win some and then you lose some. And I guess someone decided that I have been winning for too long. Proportionally it is what I wanted but is just bit shorter than I had hoped...so in a month it will be gravy I guess. As for now I look...
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james:
my first CD was billy Joel, river of dreams, but my first tape was C&C music factory!! yeah! gonna make you sweat! remember that shit? blush
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The after work/school nap strikes again!!! I'm trying to remedy not being able to fall back asleep with wine this time...we shall see, we shall see.



Happyness in a Blender ala-Billyboy:

-3/4 cup soy milk

-9 to 10 ice cubes if they are from one of those automatic ice makes, or about 4-5 if they are from a tray.

-1 banana (it's a real funny...
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soma__:
hey and clever quips at totally inappropriate times are the shit. its what I'm best at wink
toria:
man alive, now that i'm not in school i've been working 5 days a week for friggin VISA's sake, so I've been real busy-like... sorry about my lack of replying, but I've got 2 days off starting tomorrow, so I will write back right proper! wink
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And times not poison but if you drink it all you'll die.
So let's just sip it real slow, yeah, we can nurse it all night.
Try to believe that once its gone they will pour another round and we'll come back to life.

C. Oberst

For someone with such strong agnostic beliefs I realized I'm not doing such a good job living my life...
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james:
good, well when you get your shit together i want to see the work.
thats a funny response to the whole exploiting women, its like when my parents used to ask me what i was doing whe23n. 0i went out in igh school and i would be like "smoking crack in an alley". Its what they want to hear right?
yurikoviolet:
if we become "real life" friends I'll get you involved with so many half baked schemes and projects that you will sometimes miss apathy. I have to tell myself to slow down. Yesterday I let loose and played Secret of Mana for an hour. It was bliss.
y.v.
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mad I knew there was a reason I stopped getting my film developed at the gawdforsaken drug store! mad

Anyway, today I had an involentary fit of taking complete advantage of the ephemeral...and on my way to work none the less.

My cd player decided to work. (As it does about every other 9.85543rd day skull ) So the BloodBrothers were screaming from the stereo, the air was...
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veganvixen:
if you use a digital camera you don't have to develope anyhting, and you won't be buying film wich has gelatin on it. i know, i know, it doesn't look the same.

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toria:
you're great.

we have much to continue chatting about... did you get my drunken ranting e-mail about the instant karma/concussion situation I got myself into? Maybe you deleted it, as I didn't send if from my SG account, but from my e-mail account, which - gasp! had me real full name on it!

Let's chat school and creativity and all that wonderful comraderie type stuff.... starting... now. wink
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...and when the night has not yet died, you are new
with the promise of a love you will probably never find
and touch that you can really feel
the brokeness inside as "hope" and "less" collide. Now nothing is real...
And there is nothing more I want than just one night that's free of doubt and sadness.
One night that I can really feel....
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evil_homer:
Yeah, I've come to lower my expectations for parties. Very rarely are they as fun as I would like them to be, although I often like it when a band plays. A band that doesn't suck, that is.
rottensockets:
In a situation like that you can only do one of two things, drink and join the crowd, not a good one, or find a snug corner and watch. These things aside from the idea of leaving in the first place though. People watching really sends a twindge in my organs... it makes me feel like I'm living-learning-and being quite entertained all in one. I don't know, it's fun.
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rosemarie:
Have fun, Billyboy! Yes, pictures, please take pictures. miao!!