livingoutloud

*Paid off the Credit Card today!!! Whoot!

*Went to Ani concert last weekend. Loved it. I should have recorded my thoughts on it earlier, before I lost the words.

*Before the concert I met up with a new friend, an old friend, and a friend I haven't seen in nearly four years. I stared directly at her when she walked in the bar and I...
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I went out tonight dressed in an old countenance. an old laugh, an old smile.
Like one of those women with a meticulosly made up face. A painting on flesh of another reality.
And it was perfect for the moment.
Then I came home, washed, and looked full at the raw thing in the mirror.

Tonight I'll fall asleep listening to the songs of the...
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I'm loveing both of todays new sets. Way to go sg.

I also picked up a dresser gig for the next month. I need the work and I wasn't picking up quite enough hours at the coffee shop gig as I wanted. So now I'm officially working two jobs, three if you count the design work.

Also, I realized yesterday that I am just ridiculosly...
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Princess Nosering: "blah, blah, blah, it's like, like, I'm working with all these guys and they just don't understand that it's my time of the month, and its like they don't cut me any slack, ya know."


Your right, they don't understand.
And you know what else?
They don't have too.
You can either be a powerful and present individual or continue to use your...
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I was at the gym this morning. Rocking out on my ipod, lookin like a trendy lil tech-snob, when I took a wrong turn and found myself in the men's steam room facing a collection of old man winkies.
How do you play that one off?

In what will more than likely prove to be be one of my more brilliant or more disasterous decisions as yet, I have decided to move back to NC.
Well, more than decided.
Its already done.

It's a decision that has been met with both celebration and critisim by others, but has been repeatedly affirmed in my own experience. I'm happier here. For now at...
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throughly lit, heavy in thought, and mired in conversation... I'm crashing with crossed fingers, a sense of surrender, and delivering all my speeches to my pillow.

My hands look old tonight.

I went out. Rounds were bought, stories were told, bullshit was passed off as truth, and by all measures it was a lovely evening.
I went home still a bit unsatisfiedbut it is an old sort of feeling, familiar even. Im beginning to realize that I may never be rid of it, and this tentative peace Ive built with it...
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My hands look old tonight.

I went out. Rounds were bought, stories were told, bullshit was passed off as truth, and by all measures it was a lovely evening.
I walked home still a bit unsatisfiedbut it is an old sort of feeling, familiar even. Im beginning to realize that I may never be rid of it, and this tentative peace Ive built with it...
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A long damn entry about crap noone should be interested in.

Pt. I:
So my favorite prissy pants homeboy Thomas dropped in for the week. He was playing host to the death plague most of the week....but he still managed to convince one of his chick pals(let's call her Big J) to drive an hour out of her way just to visit him, despite having...
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Note: The motivation for this update is primarily to please freyja and prove illstabyou wrong.

NYU pushed the announcement deadline back a month, so there is still no word on that mess....which means I'm still wallowing my my land o' indecision.
I'm still in NC. The theatre down here offered me the design for the show after next: Das Barbecu. Its a fast-paced texas-set musical...
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