uh....i guess i'm back?
i saw on my bank statement where i was billed for another 3 months for SG...
but......i didn't do it.
i sure don't MIND having my subscription back.
but damn--money's tight.
married to a marine.
college student.
with the world's worst paying job.
ugh.
sorry. been busy--to say the least.
i was a teacher's assistant at the university i was attending.
but at least i liked what i did.
finished school.
moved to NC.
and i now have an even worse job.
that is not an option for me. i truly honestly believe he is the ONLY person out there for me. for SO many reasons. i also believe that there is a VERY special place in hell reserved for the cunts who cheat on their service member. ESPECIALLY for ones deployed. i am so sorry that happened to you. and i'm not just saying that. it breaks my heart to hear things like that.
i can swear to you and everything i hold dear or Holy that i won't cheat on him.
ANDY-thanks for the hugs and the compliment! they are both greatly appreciated.
i have no idea why it started. but it really sucks.
because i forgot to take my birth control on time yesterday, my husband is deploying in a few days, and it's storming like mad outside!
i am so. fucking. mad.
this is just like "right away, great captain!"
except...i wasn't a fucking pussy-and i said something.
i'm no good with "i forgive you" 's.
but i'm worse at "goodbye" 's.