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yeah. it's gone.

I'm strongly considering letting this thing lapse into oblivion soon. I've done it before. If I change my mind, I'll be back. No biggie. I just don't get much use out of it these days. A cool community, don't get me wrong, I just spend minutes in a week here, and the ratio of dollars to enjoyment is just skewed.

Yeah, I think it's time...
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ack. i'll be incommunicado for a week plus as i venture forth to the wet and chilly beauty that is the pacific northwest. i hope to enjoy my first week of vacation in ages, with good company to share the spectacle, wonder, and newness of my oldness. i'm bringing a dv camera, and both these folk: katieh and LastEve have camera phones. Documentation shall be...
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woo. recovering from the long hard weekend. it was grand. no complaints. only not enough of it. stupid work.

going to the oregon in a few with LastEve and the katieh. Can't wait. Bad, because I met a wicked awesome lady and it's all so new, and seperation. Stupid happenings now of all times. And it's her birthday t'boot. I'm a bastard. No really,...
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i'm at work on a saturday. it's most unpleasant. noisy as heck. i got a headache. i watched the surfing documentary riding giants last night. wish i could stayed up and had a good time with all the people in my apartment, but alas, i had to be here at eight in the am. i got to hear a good portion of it, as my...
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oh, all right. i'll update. sheesh. i don't have much to say for myself, other than, i goof off too much, i'm too emotional, i'm looking forward to oregon, i like movies, music and video games lots. see garden state if you haven't. listen to some postal service, rilo kiley, and some death cab. watch some wonderfalls, deadwood, dead like me, and the office. drink...
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I don't update very often. This statement is true. I have no more to say because I am boring and stupid. To get further proof, go to my website:

chainlinkspiral

It's new and improved for your displeasure.

I'm happy. I'm going back to Portland in September with LastEve and katieh in tow. Or they tow me. Regardless, towing till be involved.

And MeNotYou has become...
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We here at the complex are having another big party this weekend. Check the events. Many SG people shall be in attendance. The last big bash we had was really something else. Fond memories all fuzzy glowy. I have had a stressful and productive week. Work is hell. My new website is pimping and almost feature complete. Can you say phat vidblog? It'll be jazzercising....
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I've been in a productive mood as of late, and still MeNotYou took me to task for not getting off my ass and making movies. I must make a flyer today for auditions.

Things have been eerily quiet in my life.

It's a little sad, a little necessary, and quite peaceful refreshing, all at once.

I hate being flustered. I can't manage a concrete constructive thought. Just horribly distracted, indecisive, uncertain.

Means of communicating. Lack of trust. Wow, my profile pic is bad.

Watching Gilmore Girls, almost done with the first season. Did I say I can't manage my train of thought? I keep returning to stupid moments. There's some sort of sign I'm trying to focus on. Something said...
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I'm getting drunk off my ass tonight. Going away party for a friend. But the night will also fall between the 2 year anniversary of me being in Houston, and come midnight, the 2 year anniversary of my dad's death. I plan to salud till good times, sickness, insight and epiphany take hold of that wounded core i call my heart.

i have no energy. i have no ambition. i have no desire.

i can make due without until i can no more.