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hmm.

Rochelle may come over later.
Rochelle is the one my last post was about.


what to do.......
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do you ever do stupid things like talk about girls you like or think are attractive with the one person you would give anything to be with, just so that they dont know that the ball is in their court?


im fucking retarted.
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gumbercules:
last time i had that problem (not being able to talk to the object of your affection and desires directly about how you feel) i told a mutual friend of ours that i had a major crush on this guy, and then hoped that he'd take matters in hand and help me out. he did, and now su and i are getting married.

so, there you go.

and we need to plan something for saturday. the pride thing. let's go wave f(l)ags.
gumbercules:
i just noticed that you like the raincoats.
you get an extra special great big kiss for that!
xoxo
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i had so many plans for this weekend.
they have all fallen through.
and this is why i dont make plans.

i was will Roey last night till 2am. i think someone slipped us crack

su:
yea sorry about that, I didn't have any pockets, and I needed to put my crack somewhere...
su:
wait that sounds really bad, um let's just forget about where I put my crack...
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what a fucking random night.
so much fun

good times...good times.
gumbercules:
okay, Mistress Of The Cryptic, i've had just about enough of your journal entries. i lost my secret special decoder ring some time ago, and everything reads like haiku on drugs.

good drugs, though.

thanks for your #. the next 2 mondays are out for me...su and i are seeing the new batman flick this mon, and going to vnv nation next. but gay pride is next week, and i think we should get together and play in a giant field of pansies.
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im done.

this is too much drama and confusion for one person to handle.

gumbercules:
you know, we really need to make a plan. and stick to it. i'd love to see you again, and you're right. it's been WAY too long.

the definition of drama is that it's too much for one person to handle. most people don't realize that life is generally one big gay opera, with fancy costumes, an unwitting (and uninvited) audience, lots of screaming that passes as singing, and an occasional poisoning. i hope this particular scene of yours ends on a jubilant and happy note.

xoxo kiss
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i was never big enough to hold you
i was never small enough to cry
and i was never strong enough to ask myself why
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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck



mad mad mad mad mad mad mad
vwwitch:
ummmm ok
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dude i went out at 2 this morning and came in when the sun came up.

damn you amanda.
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i have made so many attempts. i have tried. i really have. for the first time in a long time.

but have you done a thing? no. i am dead to you. and im sure you dont even care that you are the one who caused it. there is only so much i can put myself through. so im done.

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