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im a stupid stupid girl.
why do i try to force myself to like people just because they like me?
i have officially learned from this mistake.

stomp:
Na, not stupid, just conforming. Which can be good and bad. In an effort to not sound stupid myself, I am not going to try to sound like I know what I am talking about. smile
su:
people are idiots, I mean just look at some of the halfwits here. You know what I mean.

I hate everyone. people suck.
dammit people suck.
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thanks to everyone who made my birthday happy smile
xo
su:
are you trashed yet?

I suppose I could stop asking that... wink
song:
many happy returns lady lady whatever
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im so excited. shes coming down saturday night for my birthday,
<3
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evilconcarne:
Happy Birthday biggrin .
Evil
kay:
Happy birthday love!

~cheers
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why does she have to be in maine?
su:
b/c she's your cousin, and your aunt, and that's where that sort of thing is legal.

sorry. I don't know why she has to be there, and not closer. kiss
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my eye is infected or something from my contact so now it has this goopy medicine in it and it hurts if i get near smoke.
im a fucking chainsmoker this sucks,
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have you ever felt that somewhere along the way you skipped a beat? and now youre stuck either 1 step ahead or one step behind, leaving all the pieces of your life not properly lined up?
i have felt this way for years....and i fear that it will always be like this.

poptart_rock:
eventually the pieces will line back up in harmony. they just need time to work themselves out...

so hi...i love your photo, you look really cute. smile

auburndale hmm...
skull skull skull
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you dont call me back anymore.
but we have played this game before....


i drunk dialed a lot of people last night.

including julie

no recollection of this at all.
su:
did you call 617-pickle-3?
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"im so sorry. i totally passed out last night."

"yeah. you totally did"
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this was the most self-esteem diminishing night ive ever had.

i want to die right now.
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hmm.

Rochelle may come over later.
Rochelle is the one my last post was about.


what to do.......
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do you ever do stupid things like talk about girls you like or think are attractive with the one person you would give anything to be with, just so that they dont know that the ball is in their court?


im fucking retarted.
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gumbercules:
last time i had that problem (not being able to talk to the object of your affection and desires directly about how you feel) i told a mutual friend of ours that i had a major crush on this guy, and then hoped that he'd take matters in hand and help me out. he did, and now su and i are getting married.

so, there you go.

and we need to plan something for saturday. the pride thing. let's go wave f(l)ags.
gumbercules:
i just noticed that you like the raincoats.
you get an extra special great big kiss for that!
xoxo