i was freaking out yesterday. i was teetering on the edge of what might have been complete insanity and i didnt know what to do. so i drove to maine to hug my cousins for 2 hours. yes i hugged them and cried for 2 hours about how i dont understand anything. and then i drove home.
and i still feel all weird, and julie was giving me a hard time this morning for something i didnt do and i was like "julie someone else asked me to do it" and then she felt bad and was like "oh god im so sorry for giving you shit about something thats not your fault" and i said "its okay, im used to it" and she said "you shouldnt be" and i just walked away.
and i still feel all weird, and julie was giving me a hard time this morning for something i didnt do and i was like "julie someone else asked me to do it" and then she felt bad and was like "oh god im so sorry for giving you shit about something thats not your fault" and i said "its okay, im used to it" and she said "you shouldnt be" and i just walked away.
damn, that means I have to cancel the Fung Wah tour bus of Chinese nationals I had scheduled for this weekend... Their going to be pissed. and there's nothing worse that a bus full of irate Chinese business men and their cameras. Did you know that the Chinese have been buying new cameras from the Japanese, which are so advanced that they are a camera, a phone, a PDA, all in the shape of a vibrating johnson... it's really amazing. and the whole thing runs on just a single solar cell. however if the sun isn't out it can also be recharged through some type of friction-related motion, like an in and out motion.
but I seem to be rambling now...