linenandlace

you tell me you love me but you cant be with me because you dont want a relationship with ANYONE. and then 3 weeks later your ex girlfriend who you swore off about 7 months ago comes back around and its okay to get back into a relationship with her.... i wouldnt break your heart once. but youre going to let her do it numerous times.

i tell you i dont know if i can make it because everything just fell to pieces in my life..... i cant plan 2 weeks ahead right now, i can barely plan a day ahead.....your response was? i hope its not something i did....why wont you tell me whats wrong? i thought we were friends....

i cant tell you whats wrong because i cant tell myself whats wrong...i dont know.

we are. and i love you.....but.....my insides are purified and i cant see you back with her......let alone stay in the same house with both of you for 4 nights..... everyone in my life walks out on me when i need them the most because they cant handle it maybe? well why did i love them to begin with?

she says shes worried about me and that she is not bringing molly to the concert in november....and i said thats not the point and left it at that.

the point is.....that either you lied to me about the way you felt....or i never really knew you to begin with?

she asked me to stay alive for her..... i said i will try my best. and im really good at faking it....i have had years of practice.