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im a stupid stupid girl.
why do i try to force myself to like people just because they like me?
i have officially learned from this mistake.

lesbians are FUCKED UP
yes we are.

thanks to everyone who made my birthday happy
xo

im so excited. shes coming down saturday night for my birthday,
<3

why does she have to be in maine?

my eye is infected or something from my contact so now it has this goopy medicine in it and it hurts if i get near smoke.
im a fucking chainsmoker this sucks,

have you ever felt that somewhere along the way you skipped a beat? and now youre stuck either 1 step ahead or one step behind, leaving all the pieces of your life not properly lined up?
i have felt this way for years....and i fear that it will always be like this.

you dont call me back anymore.
but we have played this game before....


i drunk dialed a lot of people last night.

including julie

no recollection of this at all.

"im so sorry. i totally passed out last night."

"yeah. you totally did"

this was the most self-esteem diminishing night ive ever had.

i want to die right now.