ive had the worst day and im sitting here by myself staring at this screen.....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah im stuck in this crazy place in my life~
a certain girl was in my dream last night,......a really emotional dream that leaves you thinking about it when you wake.
we kissed in the dark and then she disappeared.
a certain girl was in my dream last night,......a really emotional dream that leaves you thinking about it when you wake.
we kissed in the dark and then she disappeared.
su:
that sounds like a variation on Dream #1.
or Dream #2. but Dream #1 is more frequent.
or Dream #2. but Dream #1 is more frequent.
whoa its funny when something crazy hits you and everything feels okay....well for right now. tomorrow might be different, after all i am a cancer.
su:
okay I got it, new motto for work:
"Russell's, guaranteed to make you wanna shave your ass!"
"Russell's, guaranteed to make you wanna shave your ass!"
I FUCKING HATE WOMEN
these 2 young soon-to-be dykes were like staring at erin and i today and we were laughing and erin walked away and i yelled "get em while they're young!!" and she cracked up.
and i met a cute girl named jen.
and i met a cute girl named jen.
su:
"soon-to-be-dykes," ahh, I like to think of them as "lesbians in training." 
so i never go in my attic.......
but i was up there tonight with my roommate and we found a collection of magazines from the 70s.
if you want to know why i wont go up there i will tell you in private.
but i was up there tonight with my roommate and we found a collection of magazines from the 70s.
if you want to know why i wont go up there i will tell you in private.
su:
awww 
of course I'm going to be nice to her. wtf? why wouldn't I. just b/c I'm not nice to anyone else...
and that Russian guy still doesn't like me. (not Victor, the other one from this morning)
of course I'm going to be nice to her. wtf? why wouldn't I. just b/c I'm not nice to anyone else...
and that Russian guy still doesn't like me. (not Victor, the other one from this morning)
i just pierced my other nostil
su:
wait, back up. you have two nostrils?
hmmm...
hmmm...
i have fallen back into my worst addiction.
i havent felt this bad in 2 years or so.
i havent felt this bad in 2 years or so.
gish:
hmm, that doesnt sound good...
i cant eat, and i cant sleep.....all i can do is think of her....i might see her tonight...... i dont even know whats going on.
and for you my dear,
my broken bones
you promised me a place
we could call home
and im still waiting
becasue misery loves company
the silence penetrating
& misery loves company
my broken bones
you promised me a place
we could call home
and im still waiting
becasue misery loves company
the silence penetrating
& misery loves company
su:
15? that's it?
cya soon, even if its at work.
cya soon, even if its at work.
su:
Murder, Marge. They're called a murder.
that was on tonight. I thought of you
that was on tonight. I thought of you
routine routine routine
wake up work come home sleep
wake up work come home sleep
wake up work come home sleep
wake up work come home sleep
wake up work come home sleep
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
is it ever going to change?
wake up work come home sleep
wake up work come home sleep
wake up work come home sleep
wake up work come home sleep
wake up work come home sleep
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
is it ever going to change?
oh god im sick of everything